Bound to FAIL

Chapter 3

Previously on Bound to Fail:

"why do u do this to me? HUH?" He jumps a little. "you're my father, IM YOUR DAUGHTER. You love me, NOT TOUCH ON ME AND TAKE MY VIRGINITY YOU BITCH!" "Now u listen here, I am your father. I do what i want and i dont have to explain anything to you."

"Shut up bitch, aint nobody gone hear you" he says through a smirk. Javon gets on top of him and punches him repeatedly in the face. He starts talking between every punch, "DONT EVA TOUCH MY LITTLE SISTER AGAIN."

"Where is Jamie?" He asks. "She should be in my room, ill go check on her. I fix my shirt and wipe my face before walking down the hall.

"JAVON CALL 911 HURRY!!!"

                            -RECAP OVER-
Jada POV

10:00 At The Hospital

Me and Javon been at this hospital for close to 7 hours with no update. All I can do is stare into blank space and hope shes ok. Javon been cryin since we got here. I want to cry but i cant. I keep replaying that moment over and over again.

                              *FLASHBACK*
As im walking down the hallway im preparing myself to fake a smile. I stop in the bathroom real quick to rinse the dry tears off my face. I look in the mirror and practice my fake smile until im comfortable with it. I remember doing this all the time. If dad left before Javon got here I would have done it then too. I dry my hands on my shirt before cutting the light off and shutting the bathroom door. I round the corner and open my room door expecting to see her but she wasnt there. I then look in Jamie room thinking she went back to get a toy or something but she wasnt there either. "Where the fuck is she" I mumble to myself. Then it dawns on me that shes probable feeling playful and is hiding from me. "Jamiiieee come out come out where ever u arree" I chant in my playful voice. The thing about Jamie, She always hides in the same spot. I looked a few other places 1st just to feed into her ego, but then i crept to her signiture hiding place, the vacant corner of my closet. When i got closer i screamed BOO in hopes to scare her, but instead i was the one scared. Jamie was on the floor shaking like a fish out of water with her eyes rolled to the back of her head and foam coming out of her mouth. I went to pick her up but she screamed "NOOOO" and grasped onto my shirt. "JADA HELP MEE" was the last thing she said before she blacked out.

                       *FLASHBACK OVER*
Javon finally stopped crying. Now hes just playing with his thumbs and staring at them. "Jada" Javon says without looking at me. "huh" i stare him right in the face waiting for him to state what he wants. He pauses for a long minute and his eyebrows furrow. I look at him with a concerned look "Javon wassup" I rub his back to ensure him that im here listening to him.

"How long this shit been goin on?" he looks at me dead in my eye causing me to look down and take a deep sigh. "He started touching me when he started drinking a lot, which was when i was 9. But then he started raping me at 11 when he started using crack." I glance up at him to see his jaw clenched and him massaging his knuckles. "Ja-" i start, "JADA Y THE FUCK U AINT TELL NOBODY" hes standing up now pacing back and forth.

I get up and grab his arm "Javon, sit down, calm down, we can continue this conversation later, but for right now just pray for our sister." He takes a deep sigh "u right" just as were about to walk to our seats August and Kyla walk in.

August makes eye contact with me and i faintly smile. His facial expression reads pity and sympathy, all of which i hate and wish no human being would ever feel for me. He turns his hat backwards and walks over to me hugging me without even saying a word. "Jada im soooo sorry bout yo little sister" August says genuinely.

"Its ok August im good, how u and Kyla knew bout the sitch (situation)" i plaster on a smile the best i can but Aug aint buyin it one bit. He deep sighs in frustration "The whole neighborhood saw the ambulance stop in front of your house so we decided to come see if yall was really here." I nod my head showing that i understand, "Jada its not healthy what u doin" August breaks the silence.

"what are u talking about" i ask while staring blankly at nothing. He grabs my chin and makes me face to face with him. "U need to cry, its not ok to hold this shit in. And ik how yo face look after u cry and i can tell u aint cried one bit. Let it out Jada before u explode."

I dont cry because in my head thats a sign of weakness. I believe if u HAVE to cry it should be behind closed doors.

Javon Pov

After i dap Aug up Kyla walks to me and embraces me. This is what i needed, a hug, a padsionate hug. Me and Kyla been fuckin round since i was in the 10th grade. She was a fuck buddy but she could be anything i need her to be at the time. She my bestfriend. I met her through Jada actually. Jada and Kyla been Bestfriends since they was in 8th grade. Thats when i started likin her. I really like ha but she got ha lil white boyfriend so ian gone overstep.

Last time me and her fucked was 4 days ago. Kyla pulls apart from the hug and stares at me in the face. "What" i ask confused. "How are you?" she asks looking genuinely concerned. Oh how am i, well my oldest sister been gettin touched on and raped by our daddy since she was 9, and my little sister is fucked up and been in this hospital for damn near 10 hours with no word from the fucking doctor. How do you think i feel? "Im fine" i lie. She nods her head then looks down. She looks like she has a lot on her mind. "Whats wrong?" i scrunch my eyebrows. She plays with the ends of her golden locks before she responds, "im pregnant Javon."

My heart drops to the floor. "Its mine?" I question. "Yea of course me and Emmitt last fucked 3 months ago. Its your baby Javon." "Damn Kyla how tf-" "Family of Jamie." A female doctor says looking at her clipboard.

Me, Aug, Jada, and Kyla all rush to her. "Whats up is she ok?" Jada asks. "Can i have a parent or guardian to speak to please? Me and Jada look at eachother. "Um our mom is at work, but we watch her." I say.  "Im sorry i have to talk to a parent or guardian" "TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MY SISTER" I yelled cus she flaggin with these fuckin results. The doctor jumps a little but then she starts. "Well i can tell the direct family everyone else will have to sit down."

Aug and Ky make they way to their seats and me and Jada both look at her.

Jada Pov

"Well your sister has suffered from a heart attack that went into a seizure." Javon eyebrows furrow together as he tries to hold back tears. I rub his back and nod towards her telling her to continue. "She is in the ICU considering the fact that she is really small, her survival chances are lower. An average 5 year old would have an 88% chance of surving this but she had a 63.7% chance. She is also in a coma and critical condition. When she woke up she started scratching herself and punching the walls, which is basically a seizure but just a different type thats whay shes tied up." "Can we see her" "only you 2, she cant talk or move but she can hear u, shes not breathing on her own so if her breathing speeds up its ok she'll regulate. I suggest you 2 keep the topics light and sweet, it should trigger something so she wakes up".

As she walks away i look up at Javon who has tears rolling down his face and his fist balled up. After about a minute he punches a hole in the wall and walks out. Kyla runs behind him. tf is up with them? I just stare at nothing again. Aug starts walking up to me and he hugs me again. I dont hug back or react, i just stand there. Aug wipes my tear that i didnt even realize was there. "Anything u want Jada im here, i wont never leave yo side unless thats what you want. Im here for you, and Javon, Yall not goin through this alone." Aug says while his arms are wrapped around my shoulders and his chin is in my head.

I finally hug him back "Thank you so much Aug, right now...i need you to keep hugging me, and keep sticking around, and keep being here, cus i cant be alone...not right now" i pull back and look at him "can you do that for me?" He looks down at me and hold my chin, "of course" We stare into eachothers eyes for a long time. My eyes trail down to his lips causing me to bite my lips. I snap out of it and notice were only cintemeters apart, i can basically feel his bottom lip on mine.

Before we could kiss i just hug him "Thanks bestfriend" i cringe saying that. I love Aug more then that. We tried this datin shit a few time when we were younger but we wasnt ready for that. Luckily we mutually ended things that time. I cant get with him again because what if we end things accept this time, its not simple. Idk what i would do if i lost him as a friend.

His arms drop in disappointment but he quickly picks them back up. "anytime..." he pauses for a minute and tightens his embrace then with saddness in his voice he finishes, "best...friend"