Obsession

To much to handle

I met Stiles and he told me lots of things that left me in shock. "So i was doing research on all the things you said Harry was going through and well," "Well, well what!!" "HES NOT AN ALPHA HES SOMETHING MORE COMPLEX!" "What do you mean more complex?" "Umm well see he is a wolf but if he can also be a pure wolf which will destroy anything on full moons. He can also have speed similar to a vampire, which can get a little out of hand, but what i do know is that he can go back to being an alpha but there is something that you have to do." "WHAT ILL DO ANYTHING." Since im already in tears i know i will do anything to save Harry.

I know exactly what i have to do now. So i guess ill prepare for it. Although i dont know how to handle all this, its like it just blew up in my face, i guess ill have to work through all of it. It might also be the last time i see Harry or i might not know him anymore. So many things crossing my mind i dont know if its a good or bad thing anymore.

As i arrive to my house and throw my bag across the table i sit down and turn on the tv. I had no idea what to do. The plan to me was horrible but i had to do it or have to do it. I know i have to do it for Harry but what if it goes horribly wrong and i end up dead? What if he dies? So many questions going through my mind that i have no idea what would exactly happen if i make a mistake. I decide to go to sleep

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I wake up with a huge headache. I get up and try to find some pills. I take them and then look in the mirror. Who am I? Why am i in love with a guy that some sort of supernatural creature? What if im just fooling myself? Since he isn't the alpha and he has more abilities, did he do something to make me fall in love with him? What am i thinking. I do love Harry thats why i married him. I dont know what im saying. Okay, i guess i just need to go hang out with Silvia.

I get in my car to meet with her. Were going to the mall and hopefully i wont feel this way anymore.

I get off my car and call Silvia.

"Hey"

"Hey im here."

"Okay ill be there in like 5 to 10 minutes. Sorry its just Niall was freaking out for some weird reason."

"Its okay ill be in Hot Topic."

"I figured you would." She laughs. "Yeah, Bye."

I walk into Hot Topic and start looking at there band shirts. I see some that i like a lot. Some remind me of the music Harry listened to. Ughhh why cant i get Harry of my mind. I was interrupted by a worker.

"Do you need help finding anything Ma'am"

"Umm, do you guys have any Black Veil Brides and The Walking Dead shirts or accessories?"

"Yeah, here is The Walking Dead, and over there you can find BVB merch."

"Thank you."

"Mhmm no prob."

As she walked away i looked through and saw some things i liked. I went to pay as i seen Silvia walk in.

"Hey."

"Hey."

"What are you buying?"

"Some stuff. Do you want to look around?"

"Yeah umm do they have SWS BVB or Paramore in here?"

"BVB is over there and i think i saw Paramore by the entrance i don't know about SWS though."

"Okay ill ask. So where next."

"I was thinking Journeys 'cause i want to buy some converse."

"Okay."

As we left Hot Topic we made or way to Journeys. As we walked we saw Harry talking some weird guy at the food court. The guy pointed at us and we ducked. We crawled all the way to Journeys and made sure they didn't see us. Part of the plan was to stay away from him.

Silvia already knew everything so i was glad i was with her. I bought my converse and we went to get a pretzel.

"Its clear we can leave." Once i heard those words come out of Silvia's mouth i felt relieved. I didnt know if i could go on with the plan.

We bought our pretzels and sat down at a table and talked about the situation. Silvia said i had no choice but to go on with the plan but i didn't know if i could do it. I think the plan is harsh. TOO HARSH, BUT ITS FOR MY SAFETY.

I AM SOOOOO SO SO SO SORRY I DIDNT UPDATE FOR LIKE 4 MONTHS IVE HAD SO MUCH TO DEAL WITH AND I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THIS BUT I AM GOING TO BE POSTING THE NEXT CHAPTER SOON AND COMMENT BELOW WHAT YOU THINK HARRY REALLY IS AND IF PAIGE IS REALLY IN LOVE WITH HIM. I CANT SAY WHAT THE PLAN IS YET BECAUSE IT WILL RUIN THE WHOLE STORY BUT I WILL SAY ITS TO MUCH TO HANDLE 😉