My CreepyPasta Experiences 2 (Real and True)

Still Sad........

I'm still sad today. I feel like after I had those emotional trauma breakdowns I had when I was growing up. I'll explain that soon enough.

I still feel only TD and EXE around but no Reala still. I feel like he hates me now cause I played the song that brought up his past when he had to work for Wizeman.

Well I'm meant to be hated, not loved...........

I listened to the song that's in the media on my free music app all it did was bring me back into tears at the ending of it.

The guy lost his girl he loved cause she cut to much losing so much blood after she promised him the day before that she wouldn't cut anymore...............

I feel like if I did this as that girl and the guy as Reala I'm thinking of how he would be doing over it.................

THIS IS ONE OF THE MANY REASONS WHY I HATE HUMANS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!! THEY LOVE TO SEE OTHERS SUFFERING TILL THEY HAD ENOUGH AND KILL THEMSELVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Sighs) I'm feel like those breakdowns are coming again and I haven't had them since 5th grade and now I'm moving to 10th.

They started when I was in 2nd grade when I broke down screaming and crying out of the blue which my teachers didn't bother even try to calm me down but record me screaming and crying and played it back to the whole class which made them laugh at me as the teachers did also. They now remind me of my human 'parents' so called 'discipline'. Then when I came back from homeschooling in 3rd grade I had that random breakdown again which I calmed down by chipping some lose paint off the wall. Which they said they were gonna have my human 'mother' pay for damages when it was a few small specks of paint removed, ITS FUCKING HARDLY NOTICEABLE RETARS!!!!!!!! Anyway, they finally stopped when I entered middle school at 6th grade and haven't happened since.
Till now I think cause I feel one coming.

I've just been emotionally and mentally broken my whole life basically.

Does anyone know why these breakdowns happened?

AmeliaDeath-chan
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