Love Letters to Jungkook

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dear jungkook,

taehyung took advantage of me today.

awhile ago, at school, he pinned me onto one of the lockers and started to kiss my neck harshly; leaving dark purple bruises on my skin as i cried out for help.

but no one was in the hallways at that hour because it was already dismissal, and everybody went home.

i cried and screamed for help but he just covered my mouth with his long and big fingers as he continued kissing my neck down to my collarbone.

i couldn't tell my parents either since i'm bethrothed to kim taehyung. they'll just say that i'm lying and framing taehyung since i don't want to get married to him.

so i had no choice but to leave him be. he was so strong and my legs were shaking because of fear. i felt weak, harassed, maltreated, and dirty.

but good thing it only ended there. i don't know what else to do if he had done something much more than that. something that i don't like.

i was thinking of you at that moment, jungkook. wondering if you will save me and pop out of nowhere, giving taehyung a punch, making him land on the floor.

but you didn't. you weren't even there. i felt weak, defenseless, and stupid. why can i let taehyung do this to me?

also, i haven't had my first kiss yet. i thought i would reserve it for the person i like, or love, but, still no.

before taehyung could let me go, his lips traveled from my neck, up to my face; his left hand cupping my right cheek, as he drew his lips closer to mine.