Love Letters to Jungkook

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dear jungkook,

remember that time when i got depressed because of my family problems? my mother died and my father beating me up.

i was crying at school that time and when the others try to confront me, i couldn't open up to them because they might just make fun of me and bully me a lot. i didn't want that so i just ran away from everyone.

but you. you saw me cry and run while you were doodling on your notebook that time and i caught your attention that's why you came after me.

but i was so scared, jungkook. even though you were my very own friend, i did not know whether to trust you or not so i hid in the girl's bathroom and locked myself up in a cubicle.

to my surprise, you suddenly kicked the washroom door open that it made a loud thud that resonated throughout the hallway.

you called out for my name and knocked on every cubicle until you found me on the last.

you knocked and pleaded for me to open the cubicle door but i just said no, because i was a coward and a freak.

i even heard murmurs and gossips out there and i can sense that the students are filling up the hallways until the girl's bathroom.

i was so scared i couldn't even move an inch. what will they think about me? what will you think about me?

after several pleads, voices of the students fading away, and you standing infront of the cubicle about half an hour or so, i decided to carefully open the door and i the first thing i saw was your worried face.

you suddenly gave me a tight hug which made me flinch.

"i was so worried about you. don't do this again, okay?" you said and cupped my cheek, looking me straight into the eyes.

and again, jungkook, i am thankful to know that i have someone who i can trust.