The One With the Key to My Piano

Chapter three

Warning: This chapter contains a graphic and triggering event so please read with caution. and please know that it is ok to either stop reading or skip to the next chapter if you feel uncomfortable reading it.

Years have past, and I've become more shallow than before. I talk to others, yet I don't get close. Because if I do, I'll get break again. There's not much to do now, except drown in my own sorrow. A year ago, my ability to play the piano had faded away due to an accident. My hand will not be able to play another key. All I can do is write my thoughts on paper as I look out the window.

Do people think I'm weird? Yes, yes they do. But, do I care what others think? No. But they don't understand that darkness that has swallowed me whole since that day. His face has now become my nightmares. His eyes pierce my soul with pain. His voice deafens my ears.

Now what I need to do, is get off my ass, and get some food. I hadn't eaten a meal in days. I walked down the stairs while I combed my fingers through my hair, and put on my sunglasses. I use my sunglasses as like my mask to hide me from the world. To insure that nobody could hurt me again.

Lastly I grabbed my car keys and headed out the door. I walked out into the grey dark world and quickly got into my car. As I started my car it made a loud growling sound that echoed through my head. I slowly backed out of my driveway and drove down the street towards town.  Not looking at anything else except the road for I knew that I'd see things that tore me apart. Couples holding hands and laughing together.

I made my way through the neighborhood and headed to the grocery store. I looked down at my phone to find that there was a text from William. I grabbed the device and through it out the window with no emotion appearing on my face. I didn't give a shit. My phone didn't matter anyways. I had no friends to communicate with in the first place. No family either. This cruel dark world was crushing me, showing no mercy.

I drove into the parking lot of the grocery store still not looking at anything except the road. I found a place to park and got out of the car. The cold wind stung my cheeks and I put my hands in my pockets. I quickly walked into the storm and felt relieved to feel warmer. My rosy red cheeks turned back into their normal color once my body was warm. 

There were echoes of people speaking to each other as I walked to the frozen food Isle. I shivered a bit and then grabbed a couple of microwaved cooked foods. I heard a giggle and turned around to see a family of three. A gorgeous young mother, a handsome young father, and a beautiful blue eyed baby girl. I sighed. These are one of the things that I can only look at but never have.

I walked to the cashier and scanned the food before paying for it. I put the food in plastic bags and then walked out of the store towards my car. I heard a whistle from behind me so I turned around. Standing behind me was a group of guys. They have sickening grins on their faces as they stared at places that eyes were not supposed to venture to.

"Well, well, you've got a fine ass," a tall blonde said as he walked closer.

"Hey guys what do you say? Wanna have some fun?" another one said.

They all nodded and then dashed towards me like jaguars running after it's pray. I dropped the bags and ran towards the back of the grocery store and tried to yell for help. But fear kept my mouth from speaking a word. All I could do was pant heavily and sob as I ran.

I stumbled and fell to the cold wet ground and then quickly tried to get up. I felt a couple hands grab me and drag me to a small building that was behind the grocery store. I kicked them and before I could scream one of them had their hand over my mouth while the other stripped my pale body naked. The wind stung my body and they began to attempt to tie me with a rope. The man uncovered my mouth and I screamed and sobbed. I begged for them to stop but they continued to bruise my helpless body.

I heard a belt unbuckle and seconds later I felt a sharp pain and screamed. He showed no mercy as he began to move rapidly. I heard another belt unbuckle and he tilted my head and stuck his member in my mouth. I gagged and squeezed my eyes shut. I felt disgusted of myself and the world. Is this really what the world is like? Why is it so fucked up?

Suddenly I felt liquid shoot up inside me and down my throat at the same time. They both groaned and took their members out of me and I coughed and curled up a bit as I began to sob. I heard them behind to laugh and I slowly opened my eyes and looked up to see one of them grinning while slamming a big rock onto my head. Then, everything went black.