Jasmine POV
Its been a week since the funeral. Mom has been crying nonstop and she let that FOOL BACK IN. I hate home so much. If it went for him all this would have never happened. Yasmine says in bed crying. She barely eats. I miss them all so much I have flashbacks of how we all used to hang out how we would cheer and all together every Friday night after a game of whatever we would go to amusement parks and all.
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I walked downstairs and saw my mom on the couch sleep. She'd been crying all night. She had puffy bags under her eyes and her hair was a mess, she had a picture in one hand and a beer bottle in the other. I slowly and softly took the bottle and put it on the table beside her and I took the picture and looked at it. I felt a burning in my eyes and it had gotten blurry. I looked at and old picture of me and yasmine on a bed we were about two months and trevon sitting beside us with a huge ear to ear smile. We were all so close. I wiped my eyes and saw my mom starring at me.
Mom: hey sweetie- uneven voice-
Me: hey mamma - sitts in front of her- I miss him mamma
Mom: I know I miss him two- brushing my hair with her hand- where's yas mine
Me: bed
Mom: she'll come around... He used to love to hold yall with that wide koolaid smile - chuckles-
Me: he was awesome....
Mom: where's Eric
Me: - rolled eyes- ion know....
Mom: - sighs-
Me: I miss it when we were little and you would take us to the park and all it would just be us four and we were a happy family - tears fall-
Mom: I miss that to
Just as I was about to speak yasmine came down stairs. She looked a mess her hair was wild, she has red puffy eyes that had turned black meaning he was coping with a loss whenever their grey she normal. She had on sweats a Brandons jersey that he gave her freshman year and Nike slides. She looked at us then walked in the kitchen and got some orange juice then walked back upstairs moving as if she was a ghost.
Mom: she'll come around - says after hearing our room door shut-
Me:- noddes then gets up- I'll go check on her... Mom get some rest
Mom: okay- kisses my forehead-
I walked upstairs and went to the door. I heard weeping so I opened the door and didn't see yasmine so I walked in somemore and found her in the bathroom. I opened the door and was shocked at what I was seeing she was cutting her wrists. I without hesitation took the knife and threw it on the floor then I fixed her arms.
Me: yas what's the matter with you that's not good
Yasmine: -- crying- I wanna be with brandon and courtney and Cori and trevon I wanna be with them - sobbing-
I cried and held her as we sat on the floor.
Me: everything's gonna be okay babe everything will be fine we gonna get through this
Yasmine: - crying harder-
I looked at the door and saw Khalil and Ehmonnie starring at us with tears in their eyes as they run and hugged us.
Me:- telling them all to hush- shh its okay its gonna be alright
Yasmine POV later that day
I sat on my window and looked out. I starred at sky. I just sat there remembering all the fun we use to have.
