Chapter 8

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(Hey guys this is a WARNING!!! This chapter has to deal with self harm and it is grafic! If your uncomfortable reading this skip a couple pages. ~Hanna)

~Alex's POV~

I ran upstairs. This can't be true. I logged onto all of my social media stuff. 'Andrew Biersack'...

I looked at everything.

Andrew Biersack status update: in a relationship with...

With...

Her...

Scout...

I dropped my laptop on my bed and ran to the bathroom. I locked the door and sat on the floor and cried. I sobbed into my knees until it was too much...

Crying didn't take away the pain...

Cutting took away that pain...

I looked through all of the cabinets till I found the razors...

I sat on the toilet and cut deep into my wrists..

Opening new wounds and old wounds...

I cried as I stared at the razor deep in my wrist.

I felt dizzy. There was a knock on the door.

"Alex it's Ashley I saw your status update. Open the door."

I stumbled to the door. Ash looked at the razor stuck in my arm. The blood all over me. I got dizzier. My head spinning all over the place.

My eyes started to role to the back of my head. All I heard was Ash screaming for help...

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~wakes up in hospital~

I was woken up suddenly from weeping from across the room. I saw Ash, Jake, Jinxx, Sandra, and Lawren all standing there weeping. Lawren saw me wake up and she kneeled down next to me.

"Hey baby girl.. How you feel?" She pushed the hair out of my face to see my eyes.

My eyes are all blood shot. My skin is pale from the blood loss. I have stitches up my arms.

"Useless... Unwanted..." I covered my face and winced at my sudden movement.

"Don't move. Doctors don't want you getting hurt." She smiled softly at me.

Sandra kneeled down next to Lawren.

"Hey sweetie." Sandra didn't have her sunglasses on for once.

"Hi..."

"The doctors say your going to be fine. Just some blood transfusions and your good as new." She tried to smile but it seems like she just couldn't.

"Can I just be alone right now?" I pulled the covers up to my neck.

"Sure thing." Lawren smiled and kissed my head.

When everyone left someone ran up to them. I could hear their conversation through the glass Windows.

"Let me see her!" Andy tried to get past Ash but he stopped him before her could.

"Let it go man. You broke her heart. You tell a girl you love her you better mean it."

Andy pushed passed Ash and tried to open the glass door but it was locked.

He just stared at me and I swear a tear rolled down his cheek.

"Face it man. You ruined a good relationship. You never tell a girl you love her then dump her. And never ever go five minutes later and get back with your ex who cheated on you!" Ashley practically screamed at Andy.

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