Chapter 4.) Is this really happening?
Andy's POV
As we continued the signing I couldn't help but think about the girl behind me. What would push her to self harming? I mean I've seen plenty of fans that have self harmed and it affects me, but not like this. She's beautiful and I don't even know her name! I don't even know her but I know I care about her.
After about 50 more people asking for pictures/autographs I had finally thought about what I was gonna do for the girl behind me.
Jazmin's POV
As we waited to see why Andy wanted me to stay, Caitlin and I talked again about random stuff. My mind kept wandering off to Andy and how Jinxx saw my wrists and whispered something to Andy. I had a feel he told him what he saw, but hopefully he didn't. "Jazz, why do you think they asked us to stay?" Caitlin whispered so they guys wouldn't here. "I have no idea." I replied knowing damn well why Andy asked us to stay.
I knew he was against the whole self harming idea. And I felt bad but it was my way of feeling something when I still lived with my judgmental family. It was kinda like an escape for me. And I just never got outta the habit. Once again I was brought back from my thoughts as Caitlin jabbed me in the ribs with her elbow. "Ow! What was that for?" I asked rather loudly. "Look!" she said.
As I looked up I saw that the signing was over and the guys were talking quietly in a little circle and occasionally I would see them all turn and look at us and Andy pointed to me a couple times. And finally I heard them all what sounded like agreeing on something. I heard a round of "yeahs!". And they all walked towards us smiling. What's going on? I thought to myself
Andy's POV
I was really glad the guys agreed to my plan, I just hope the girls do too. And hopefully I don't get to nervous when I go ask them.
Jazmin's POV
They walked over to us and Andy was to first to speak. "So what are you twos names? "I'm Jazmin." I said blushing. "I'm Caitlin." Caitlin said smiling. "I guess your two know who we are, right?" Andy replied with a smirk.
"we know who you guys are, trust me!" Caitlin I said at the exact same time. "Woah that's weird how did you do that?" CC asked. "it's a sister thing!" Caitlin said smiling. "wait you guys are sisters?" Andy asked shocked. "No, but we sure could be! Our parents have always been friends and Caitlin and I have been bestfriends forever. She is like my other half." I said and looking at Caitlin. "Awh!" Caitlin said smiling and hugging me. "What about me?!" Ashley whined and pretended to pout. "Awh, come here Ashley!" Caitlin said blushing.
"Hey Jazmin can I talk to you alone?" Andy asked quietly. "um....Sure!" I replied unsure of myself. I looked over at Caitlin and she winked at me. I laughed and walked over to where Andy was standing. "So what did you want to talk about?" I asked Andy who was standing there with a sad look on his face. "Um Jinxx kinda told me he saw your wrists and that he thinks he saw cuts. Is he right?!"" Andy asked his voice filled with worry. I felt a tear fall down my cheek and they were followed by a steady stream of more tears. "Yes but please don't tell anyone! You, Jinxx, and Caitlin are the only people that know" I said my voice cracking because I was crying. "Why though? You have Caitlin, do you family?" he asked. "Honestly sometimes Caitlin and your music is the only reason that I don't cut. My family is the reason that I do cut!" I regretted saying that last sentence as soon as it left my mouth. I just put my head down and let the tears run down my face. "Jazmin, why do you cut because of your family?" he asked sweetly. "I know you really don't wanna listen to me talk about my cutting." I said trying to stop crying. "If I didn't why would I ask?" he asked wiping away my tears. "Ok well when I first started listening to your music my parents started to ask why I was goth and all this other shit. And then as time went on I started dressing darker and they judged me even more. And one day my brother had his friends over and when they saw me I was wearing black jeans and a band tee. And they said why is your sister dressed like one of the emos? And that pissed me off too the limit I ran upstairs and found A razor and ran it across my arm. It stung at first but then it felt good and I have cut my arms since." I said crying even harder just thinking about it. Andy brought me into a hug and my heart skipped a beat, I hugged him back. And for once in my life I felt safe and like someone cared. Besides with Caitlin of course.
"Sorry f-for getting your shirt wet." I said. "Don't worry about it. Just pinky promise me one thing, You will stop cutting." He said seriously and stuck out his pinky. and I looked up at him (since he is a freaking tower) and said "I pinky promise, just for you Andy." and put by pinky in his. He hugged me and then he said he had to ask me and Caitlin something so we walked back over to them. I went over and stood by Caitlin. And Andy looked at us with a serious expression and said "How would you two like to go on tour with us?"
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