I've been asked out by a lot of guys. yet I've never had a boyfriend. people don't understand..
When I was growing up all my parents did was fight. the were violent physical and screaming fights.. I had to witness all of them.. And after 13 years of being together my parents got divorced it was hard on me and it still is to this day.
How am I suppose to fall in love and get married when I grew not knowing what love looked like..
I thought my moms second marriage was gonna be better..
They were all lovey dovey for the first 5 years... But this year has gone down hill so fast.. and they were close to getting a divorce ... Because my stepdad was talking to an ex of his an he lied about it then he joined dating websites... and my mom said if she found out he was doing any of those things again... she would serve him with divorce papers..
So tell me again how I'm supposed to love when I've never seen the love of 2 people that are married..
I'm afraid of love
I'm afraid of getting married
I'm afraid my kids will go through the same thing I did..
And that was hell.
