The Unexpected

The Unexpected 1.3

The chapter before this one is supposed to be 1.2 but the thing keeps glitching idk why but this isn't a part two....just clearing up any confusion :)

*at the hospital*

As you entered the room where your mother was you began to feel very sick in the stomach like something went wrong. Well something did go wrong, your life has been going downhill for the past two weeks. 

"Hey" You say with the little bit of air left in your body. "I'm here to see my mom..."

The nurse looks you in the eyes and looks down at the clipboard she was holding in her hands. She began to fiddle with the end of it until she asked to speak to you and Devin in a room privately.

You followed her and noticed you pasted your mom's room. As you glanced in the room you noticed it was empty and was being cleaned.

'No...No...No...No...No' You repeated in your head

"Is...is she gone?" The nurse turned around and shook her head yes. You felt as if you were being stabbed in the heart. 

"I didn't even say 'I love you'" You began to let tears flow from your eyes not even caring who seen you in the middle of the hall. Devin stood from a far not really sure what to do. You turn around and made eye contact with him until you finally decided to walk up to him and crash your body against him and sob.

He wrapped his arms around you and rubbed your back trying to comfort you. You let out soft sobs and tried to talk but nothing would come out...you were at a lost for words.

"Devin can we go...Can you just call me later on today to talk about this please."

You and Devin walked away and headed to the car. As you got in the car you got in the drivers seat and he got into the passenger side.

"WHY ME!" You yelled sobbing. "WHY ME. WHY FUCKING ME. WHY...ME" Your voice cracked.

Devin got out the car and walked to your side of the car and opened the door pulling you out. As he pulled you in for a hug you just let go. Everything in your body was numb. You couldn't feel anything. 

It's like your heart stopped pumping. Your blood stopped flowing. Your thoughts stopped. Everything stopped. The person who gave birth to you is gone. She's no longer breathing. The woman who stayed up late nights worrying and praying for you not to hurt they way she does. The woman who loved you unconditionally from the womb. The woman who believed in your stupid ideas you thought were great at the time. That one woman who made your day go from dark to light in two seconds is now gone. Forever. She's not coming back. You have to do this thing people call 'life'. All. By. Yourself. 

"I know I haven't said much Y/N...but I care about you. I love you so much and I hate seeing you like this. I'm going to be here for you every step of the way. Through hell and back I will walk this journey with you. I don't care if you have a baby now. He will be my baby too. I don't care what people say. I just need you to know I'm here."

You pushed away from Devin and looked him in the eyes. Your thoughts were taking over your mind.

'He's just like any other man. "I'm here for you" '

'I won't leave your side'

'Trust me'

'I love you'

"You'll get tired of it...just like my dad did. You'll be gone in a heart beat as soon as it gets a little to hard. But me no I'm stuck. I can't walk away. I have to look bullshit in the eyes and take it ,but you, you can walk away and never say anything to me again. You want to know why, because it's my life. Don't lie, my mother always told me. Don't tell me one day you love me and then the next stab me in the back and say you hate me. You'll get tired. I am almost guaranteed." You looked down at your shoes and turned away to get into the car until he stopped you.

"Look I know it might not look like it right now, but I promise from  my the bottom of my heart I will never hate you, nor leave you. We've been friends for too long for me to just walk away."

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You guys arrived to the Cabin where you left everyone. 

'This is now my life'

Walking in the house you didn't really say anything until Courtney stopped you and asked what happened. She looked into your blood shot eyes and let out a sigh.

"It's going to be ok babygirl..." She pulled you in for a hug.

"WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK IT'S GOING TO BE OK? HUH IT'S NOT OK AND IT HASN'T BEEN OK IN TWO WEEKS. MISS ME WIT DAT OK BULLSHIT. IT'S NOT O FUCKING KAY!"

You stormed off going to the bathroom rinsing your face. At this point you didn't really want to see Aiden. All the memories he can bring to your mind wasn't very healthy at the moment. 

"Shari..." You called walking back to the living room. "Do you think you could keep him for a little while...I have to go handle something and I won't be back for at least three weeks."

"Y/N are you out of your mind? It's almost 12 in the morning."

"Devin that's just more of a reason to hit the road now."

"Alright then someone has to come with you." Devin butts in.

"Kevin." You say confident.

"Huh" Everyone said in unison.

"I need someone else here with Shari. Courtney he loves you, and Devin since you want him to be your 'son' so bad, I need you here also. Daniel I really don't have a reason but if you want to come with you can, but if ya'll want to come it's up to you. I wanted to go by myself. I'll be in the car."

As you started to leave the room, you turn around and walk to Aiden, picking him up and hugging him. Ending the little bonding session with a soft kiss on the forehead and a soft 'I love you' in his ear.

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Starting on your trip to go and find your dad you waited patiently in the car for whoever was tagging along this journey.

*daniel and kevin get in the car*

"So we are going to get gas and snacks and we are going to be on our way to Michigan. Yes a 12hr drive. It's where my dad is. I just need to talk to him about Aiden." You ended the conversation by starting the car and heading to the gas station.

"You know you aren't driving the whole way ma, Devin specifically told me to take over after a while." Kevin said breaking the silence.

"I know Kev...Daniel is no help, he backed there knocked out. I'll go another thirty minutes and then you can take over I need to rest."

*9am*

"Hey." Kevin said tapping you softly on the shoulder. "We are almost off the freeway and I don't know where I'm going."

"Well for starters you have two more hours." You jumped up. "Wait...you don't have your license, I should be driving." 

Kevin reached into his back pocket and pulled out his wallet.

"Right side, bottom corner."

Kevin just shut you right up. There you looked at his license and just sat back and enjoyed the ride. No music. No talking. Just pure silence. Which probably isn't a good thing knowing your thoughts and anxiety will take over your mind, you just sat there letting the silence marinate.

"Here's the address." You showed Kevin your phone and he nodded his head like a bad ass.

"You know we can't sit hear in silence forever. I've been sitting here long enough in silence. So I'm putting music on."

Kevin plugged his phone in the aux and played a pretty catchy song.

"HANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN" Kevin yelled."AYE, You better turn up girl or imma pull this car over." You began to dance to the music and do as told.

'Just because I'm smiling, doesn't mean I'm happy'

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Well...That was a stressful chapter. Sorry if you hate me by the way. Anyways I will be updating again tonight because I already know what I'm going to do for the next two chapters. Hopefully you don't hate me twice ,but I hate to break it to you, you are. If i have errors sorry... 

xoxoxo ~ Niah