Love n' Stars (Troyler)

Tylers And Troyes POV

(I know I made you wait but I promised a friend that this chapter would be up soon so here it is :] )

Did Troye just say....he loved me? No I'm pretty sure he didn't mean it in a "more than a friend" way. I feel as if I'm growing distance from my boyfriend now. Ever since Troye..... My phone started ringing, interrupting my thoughts.

"Hey babe. What's up?" I said a little shaky. "Are you ok Tyler? You sound shaken up." "Yeah I'm fine. What did you call me for?" I lied. I wasn't ok. And I surely didn't care why he called me. I just wanted nothing more than this conversation to end. "Oh that. Um about that Troye guy..." "Babe. Are you jealous? Do you really think tha-" He cut me off, "Well it seems like it. You always talk about him. If there is something going on just tell me."

I hate jealous people. I really do. "If all your going to do is be jealous of me and Troye being friends, then I don't know-" He cut me off once again. "Your right Tyler. We should break up. We have been together for too long." Then he hung up. That showed how much he loved me. To just break it off that fast.

-Flashback-

"Tyler don't worry. I won't leave you. I will always be here for you." I wanted to be comforted by his words, but I don't want to get my heart broken. How could I not believe every word he said to me. We have been going out for three years. He would never do anything to hurt me. "I believe you babe, but can you say it again so I really truly believe it?"

"I won't ever leave you Tyler. That's my promise. A promise that if I don't keep, I would die inside." He loved me. He genuinely loved me. I knew it to be true, but I didn't want to believe myself. Now I did.

-End of flashback-

I knew that if I let myself remember these times with Justin, I was just going to be even more heart broken. I had finally lost it. The battle between my Strength and my sanity. I broke down, sobbing into my hands so Troye couldn't hear me. Obviously it didn't work because I felt something, no, it was defiantly a someone. Troye in fact. "Tyler? Are you ok? What happened?" I didn't want to tell him. I wanted to lie and say I was fine, it was stress getting to me. And that's what I did. "It's fine. I'm just so stressed out."

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Troyes POV

(I know surprise! I was tired of Tyler and I don't know how to continue with Tylers POV so I'm just switching to Troye ^-^)

I knew Tyler was lying to me. He is so bad at lying it was fucking stupid.

"Tyler we both know your in pain. it's not a secret when your upset. What's wrong Tilly?"

"Nothing Troye. If I told you, you would call me idiot."

"Hey," I told him and picked up his chin with my finger. "Your my idiot. Remember that." He pulled me into a hug and squeezed me tight. "Thanks." He said looking into my eyes with a caring smile "Doofus."

I really just wanted to go for it. Just kiss him now. "T-Tyler?" I managed to stutter out, "Do you really love me? Like more than a friend?"

"T-Troye, you know I love you. But I'm just not wanting to get my heart broken again." With that, he walked out of the room and shut the door. So that's what happened. I could hear his words, burned into my memories. "T-Troye you know I love you. But I'm just not wanting to get my heart broken again."

I couldn't take it anymore. I've been wanting to tell Tyler how I feel since we met at playlist live. I've always had a crush on him. Ever since I saw those perfect eyes of his. His perfect hair. And all those perfect things would never be mine. I needed to sing. Singing always helps.

I had packed all of my recording stuff just incase I had gotten ideas.

I finally found a song that described how I felt. I started singing and couldn't help but start to cry a bit.

[If you know this song then bless your soul. I love you.] [P.s. you should listen to the song as well]

"What would I do without your smart mouth?

Drawing me in, and you kicking me out

You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down

What's going on in that beautiful mind

I'm on your magical mystery ride

And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water

But I'm breathing fine

You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh

How many times do I have to tell you

Even when you're crying you're beautiful too

The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood

You're my downfall, you're my muse

My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues

I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

My head's under water

But I'm breathing fine

You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh

Give me all of you

Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts

Risking it all, though it's hard

'Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you

I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh"

I really couldn't take much more of this suffering and pain.

But then again, what else could I do? The one I called "my love" doesn't love me back.