Love n' Stars (Troyler)

Tylers POV

Soon. Soon apparently meant never.
Justin had moved on and completely forgot about me so, that was that although he never said who with.
I called Troye 5 times a days until he would pick up, but he never did. Until two days ago.
*two days previous*
"Let's just call one last time. I mean, two months of calls he's bound to answer now."
"Sh it's Tyler, he's been calling non-stop I can't keep ignoring him"
"Hello? Troye?"
"Yes hi Tyler!"
"It's so good to hear your voice. Listen about Justin...."
"Um yeah Justin.....hey can I tell you something funny? You'll-you'll laugh I promise"
He sounded really nervous, almost like he was keeping a secret. But Troye has always told me everything so this should be good....
"Sure, I like a good joke"
"Well it's not exactly a joke but it could be."
"Can't you just tell me instead of babbling like an idio-"
"I'm dating him. Your him."
I felt sick. I told Troye how many times what a bastard he was. The false promises, the lies, everything.
And he decides to date him?
"Troye, after all I've told you about him, you go behind my back and date him?"
"Tyler, I don't need your approval to live my life. Why can't you just be happy for us?"
Because I don't want you to get hurt
"Because he's not right for you. He's so manipulative and you're so....you."
"Tyler, if you can't just be supportive of me and Justin, I can't have you in my life."
Fine. Whatever drama queen.
"Fine. But I still care about you Troye."
"Goodbye Tyler."
*line clicks*
And that was the last I heard from Troye.
I mean, I saw the occasional Facebook post of them together, but it doesn't mean I don't care.
I've always cared for Troye. I wish I hadn't fall for him. I wish I could have just kept him as a friend.
A best friend.
He poured his heart out and I just stomped on it.

*later that night*

Late at night, I like to star gaze. Just see what constellations I can find.
It's usually none. I'm not that good at it. But all I can think about, when I'm sitting outside my apartment, is the emptiness. Not of my love life, not of my social life, just the emptiness of the universe. We are but small existences in this wide universe. Love is but a smaller part of our chemistry. We pressure ourselves to fall in love because that's what everyone around us is doing.
When really all we need, is our own conscious mind.

*two months later*
I've changed a lot.
I've gone on a few dates with a few cute boys and done a few cute things on my channel. But I've yet to find a boyfriend. Not that I need one, heavens no.
But it would be nice.
I just spend my days making videos with my friends, but how can I complain about that? Auguest is going well, the podcast with Korey is oh so fun, the fans are exited for binge, I got a tattoo (one of probably many).
I can't wait to tell all the fans about the exiting things I have planned for this year. It's gone by so fast I can barely keep up.
But every now and again, a certain Nutella loving Aussie will pop into my head, flooding it with memories and good times.
But I mostly push it to the side. I need to focus on today.
Besides, I have a really busy schedule. But whatever. I'll just go star gazing tonight.
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But yes I think the next chapter will sadly be the end of the story
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