Poems. {[(completed)]}

Sadness 2

Should I do this
Do this for the first time
What should I do
What else should I do
I have no one except her
I only have her
I don't want to leave her
Don't want to hurt myself
I don't want to do this
But should I put it to my skin
Should I push it in my arm
Make my arm bleed
It will hurt for a second 
Not to deep