Poems. {[(completed)]}

Happy/sadness

I woke up this morning
I am happy
I am happy because
I am still alive

No matter what I am still alive
Even if I die
I am still alive
This is a place I can rest and be safe

In this place I don't know if I am safe
All I am thinking of self harm
But then she comes in my mind

And I don't do it
Because of her
I can't think of sadness
I don't know why I can't think of this place as a safe place

Is this a safe place
I don't know
It should be a safe place
I think it is sometimes
But then something
Comes to my mind
It's not her it is something else
Then I think of her so that isn't in my mind
I don't know how to explain what it is
It's something to make me feel not safe