I Fell In Love With A Ghost (A Min Yoongi Ff). #LOVEYOURSELFAWARDS

Doctor Norbury

(I get inside the house and see that the place is pretty fancy. She must have married a rich guy.)

Doctor: Plz in here.

( i followed her to a room)

(It was a pretty comfortable room. Two sofas opposite to each other and a huge glass window on the side and u can see the garden and the blue sky)

Doctor: Plz sit down.

(I sit on one sofa and she sits on the other, facing me with a smile)

Doctor: Would you like anything? Coffee? Water?

(Y/N): No thank you....

Doctor: Alright, as u wish. Shall we start?

(Y/N): Hm...

Doctor: On the phone..u said....U have been seeing a ghost.

(Y/N): As much as it sounds abnormal....its true

Doctor: I've had patients before who said they have experienced paranormal activity. But its actually their imagination. Do u think its the same in ur case?

(Y/N): I dont know Doctor.

Doctor: Plz...call me Vivian

(Y/N): Okay...Vivian..look..i dont know what it is I keep seeing....but i saw it.

Doctor: Who do u see?

(Y/N): A friend of mine...who passed away abt five years ago. His name is Min Yoongi

Doctor: Min Yoongi? If i'm not mistaken, wasnt he that famous idol who died-

(Y/N): In a car accident..yes...

Doctor: U knew him?

(Y/N): Yes well...i used to work for Bighit Company. From where he and his band BTS debuted. I used to work there as a stylist and i am also their friend. I knew Yoongi.

Doctor: U dont work there anymore? Did u leave?

(Y/N): Yes i did. I also...left Korea. I went to America for five years...i needed to stay away for a while.

Doctor: Oh..i see. Tell me.. Do u live alone?

(Y/N): No.. I live with my friend in an apartment. When I went to America i met her. Her name is Jiwoo. She came back here with me.

(I tried smiling but i couldnt.....i had no energy)

Doctor: Jiwoo...thats a lovely name

(Y/N): Hm.....

Doctor: Tell me...abt ur morning. How were u feeling?

(Y/N): Um...how is that important?

Doctor: Just cooperate with me (Y/N)

(Y/N): Well...ur a psychiatrist so i guess i should...

Doctor: I think i am more of a friend who is a stranger but someone u can trust and who will listen to u. So trust me. How was ur morning?

(Y/N): I woke up...

Doctor: How did u sleep?

(Y/N): I didnt......

Doctor: You just said you woke up.

(Y/N): I stopped lying down

Doctor: Alone?

(Y/N): Yes of course alone

Doctor: I meant Jiwoo. Ur roomate?

(Y/N): Yeah..um...she's with her friends...

Doctor: Why?

(Y/N): Cant always cope....and last night wasnt......good.

Doctor*smiling*: Thats understandable...

(Y/N): Is it why? Why is it understandable? Hehe...why cant some things be unacceptable and u can just......say that

Doctor: I only mean its okay..

(Y/N): I'm making everyone believe that i'm crazy, how the hell is that okay?

Doctor: You lost a friend...

(Y/N): I'm not the only one who lost a friend..the other guys...*sigh*

Doctor: You are holding urself to an unreasonable high standard

(Y/N): Nope...i'm failing to

Doctor: So there's no one u can talk to? Confide in?

(Y/N): No one....

*looks to her left*

(No no no...plz not now..)

Doctor: What are u looking at?

( She turns her head)

(Y/N): Nothing..

Doctor: U keep glancing to my left

( I see Yoongi standing behind her. No..not now..)

(Y/N): Well...i suppose i was just..looking away..hehe

Doctor: There is a difference between looking away ....and looking to...i tend to notice these things

(Y/N): I'm sure....

Doctor: Hm...now..I must be reminding u of him too much

(Y/N): Thats not necessarily a good thing

Doctor: Do u talk to him?

(Y/N): What?

Doctor: Do u talk to Yoongi when u see him?

(Y/N): No of course not!

Doctor: Even if he is just a mere imagination in ur subconcious mind. U should speak to him. Find out exactly why u keep seeing him. Before looking for the answers u question. First, answer urself.

(Y/N): ............

Doctor: Let him in. Only then u will understand.

(Y/N): ...........Okay....

*Let him in huh? What do u want Yoongi? Why do I keep seeing you? Why only me?*