Loving you was hard but not being with you is harder.
You're gone now, and you're happy.... I feel like I can never get to you, I can never catch up...I don't know if what I feel is big or not. To be honest I don't want it to be big; I don't want to be hurt I've been hurt a lot and no one saw it. I've cried a lot and no one felt it. I've broke into pieces because you're happy with someone else when I wanted to be that someone. I hope you understand someday that I want to make you smile and be the one who makes you laugh I want to be the one who you only touch I want to go out with you whenever I'm bored, I want to love you and be loved by you....I want you.
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That's something I wrote way too long ago, but reading it again made me realize that love sucks sometimes because I've moved on.
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