2018 is one of the worst years of my life. I broke hearts and got my heart broken, I hurt myself for the first time. The bad thoughts fed on me and the demons surrounded everywhere I've been.
I stood against my principles, I let my guard down and I broke my walls down; I sold myself to strangers.
Now strangers know too much.
I stood against my feelings and against the logic, I became crazy and that got me lost.
I did not know myself no more, I had the need to write down what I like and dislike, my good thoughts and bad ones, I wrote down everything that was inside my head.
And with time I found the right way, a new way.
I am a better version of myself now. I'm real, I'm honest, and my walls are strongly built by my own bare hands.
I fixed myself by myself. No more toxic people no more giving too much.
I am not selling myself.
I am independent.
I am strong.
It's just me, myself and I.
And that's how I'm alive.
