A sad Day

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(Imagine your Otp for this)
-----Person 1-----
My life was never the same without you here right beside me loving and hugging me more than I deserve to be loved, that's why I need you here with me.

No one else understands me like you do and god how I wish you never left.

I'm sorry for everything and I wish I never made you leave.

I tried calling for days on end yet no answer just the same old voicemail and love filled voice, oh how I wish I could hear it in person again yet I'm the one who made you leave, I'm so very sorry I left you baby now I need you here with me.

I even tried to find you to no avail, but knowing you must be out there with a smile on your face and a new partner by your side makes me think "You're never coming back, are you?" I know you can't answer me and can't hear me

It's worth a shot tho, isn't it? Maybe not but at least I try

-----Person 2-----

I watch over you like the ghost I am

The sadness in your eyes, it kills me, the tears in you eyes, the cuts on your arms and the sad alchohol filled nights where you drink yourself to sleep

Knowing I caused this and all I can do is watch until one day he joins me up here sooner than he should

The moment I left I knew I was making a bad mistake, but I kept walking and look where it got me now.....

Where it got him

I just hope he's stronger than this and can get past this, because if he kills himself now, I'll never forgive myself for leaving that night

I can see him searching for me and ringing my phone which is still in that hole with my body

I've been gone for months, I was hoping by at least the second month he'd move on and get someone better than me

But watching him search is killing me plus not being able to talk to him, touch him or anything is killing him more than it's killing me

I wish I never left that night

I wish I never said those dumb words

Most of all I wish I could be with him right now and help him, but I have to stay here and watch him cause this damn world is so cruil

Every nigh new cuts, more drinks, more crying, more breakdowns until you fall asleep

Sometimes you don't even make it to 1Pm without a drink, I'm just hoping death doesn't come soon for you

Please be stronge for me

-----Person 1-----

I know you wouldn't want this, but what does it matter anymore

You aren't here and are never coming back and I've accepted it, but without you here there's no point

I'll never get anyone better than you, no one understands me and won't ever, I can't just replace you

It's not that easy I actually need you here no one will understand so what's the point anymore

With those last thoughts on my mind I pull the rusty blade up my arm and cry in pain I sit there crying with a slight smile on my face

Finally free from this torture and pain they call life, but is it life if you aren't really living it?

I slowly dye on the bathroom for with these thoughts in my mind til I black out

-----Person 2-----
Seeing him do that brought tears to my eyes

How could he do that? I'm still here I wanted to scream out but he can't hear me

As soon as I heard there was a new arrival I ran for the gate knowing full well it was him and his chances of getting in would be greater with me there

As soon as I saw him standing there my eyes full with tears, then he spotted me and started sobbing running up to me and hugging me tight

I hugged back and much as I could oh how I missed him, life without him wasn't easy but now I have him back

Not on good terms, but he's here and I'm so glad to have him back

I kiss him on the head before taking him to my home here and telling him everything

We're just so glad to have each other back and holding one enough again in warm embrace, my lucky boy

_____The End_____

Hoped you like it, I know it's kinda sad and I apologise if I gave anyone the feels- Cait 😆

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