Chapter XII: The Broken
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*LuHan
I couldn't eat..
I couldn't sleep..
I couldn't breathe..
It's like my world stopped few days ago. I was scared, lonely and broken. I wanted to escape and to run, so that these feelings of mine can vanish.
But now, I feel empty. I feel weak.
Sehun? What happened to us?
/FLASHBACK
"Am I not enough? Huh? Is he really good in bed and I'm not enough? We'll see about that" Sehun grinned
Sehun's eyes were turning black. Fright swarmed me. I was trembling inside and out.
I wanted this to stop. Yes, I love Sehun, I really do. But his possessiveness and jealousy wrecks him. It pains me to see him like this because of me.
His grip is tight and strong. Unlike before, this is different. His expression was calm but there was a storm inside him. It's like something is gonna come out of him.
"Are you scared?" Sehun said while.nibbling my earlobe.
I couldn't speak. I was staring blankly at him. It was as if he's not Sehun.
"Don't be scared. You'll feel really good." Then, he started caressing me again. I couldn't bear seeing the others watching Sehun as he violate me. My heart dropped.
"Se-Sehun, stop th-this" Tears fell down slowly.
"What? Stop? There's no way I'll stop Luhan. Not until you are rightfully punished because of betraying us." He was licking my neck
"Betray? Wh-what are you sa-ying? Sehun.. Please stop this. I-I beg you. I love you. Please, stop this." I tried to fight him off but he was too strong.
"Shut up! You love me? But why did you sleep with that rabbit? You're a whore Luhan. A whore!" He kissed my lips like he was going to tear it apart.
I saw the others, just looking at me. Baekhyun, Xiumin, Kyungsoo and Suho were staring at me in the eyes. I tried to scream for help but they were just grinning.
At that moment, I felt helpless and hopeless.
"Luhan.. Now, you'll taste heaven...or more likely, hell." The way Sehun said those words, I felt like a demon said it.
He did what he said. He let me taste hell. He entered me, hard. I felt like my body was tearing apart. The others walked out and smiled. Those smiles that they left, it stabbed my heart..
Sehun, he became a monster. He didn't care if I was bleeding and crying. All he was caring was about devouring me. Well, he succeeded. I was a complete wreck.
Hours passed..
Sehun left me lying on the bed filled with bruises, wounds and blood. My eyes had dark circles. I have hickeys all over my body. I passed out.
When I woke up, I saw food on a tray. I didn't bother to eat. I couldn't even move my legs. I just felt numb and weak the whole time. Then, I passed out again. The next day, I woke up with a heavy feeling inside me. I didn't feel well. I tried to get up, I got clothes and a towel.
I went to the bathroom to take a bath. I saw my body. I look really different since I came here.
I showered and saw blood flowing. I feel sick. I really feel sick. Both physically and emotionally. I felt that I was the one who got betrayed.
They didn't even explain anything to me. All they did, was watch.
After showering, I dried myself and dressed. I went outside the bathroom and looked through the window. Sunshine was great. I felt energy.
I was ready to leave. I walked outside the room down to the stairs. As I was walking, the house looked really dark. Lights were off and curtains are closed. I felt scared.
As I walked to the living room, a lamp switched on. But no one was there. When I was about to turn, someone was behind me. I was about to fall when he catched me.
It was Sehun. I quickly got up.
"Where are you going?" Sehun asked
"Out" I can barely speak
"Out? You can't go out." He said
"Since when did you make decisions for me?" I was feeling dizzy
"Since you left me. Now, you can't go out." Sehun said coldly.
I turned my back and walked to the door. He ran to the door and infront of me.
"Move" I said while panting
"No. Let's go back up." He was pulling me. He was definitely stronger than before.
I struggled but I felt weak. When we were going to our room, I dropped. I was on the floor. I felt cold and suffocated. I can't breathe.
I think, sadness, pain, hatred and possessiveness got me broken.
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