Without You(COMPLETED)

7 years later

It was finally the day i'd walk down the aisle. I said I'd never return to Doncaster. But I did. Because he was from here. the guy that loved me when I had no one to. Today, I didn't have my dad to walk me down the aisle instead, I had my best friends dad to do it. When I left home, Kate's family accepted me. They took care of me when I was in London, until I graduated. Then my life began. I now work in the UN, in one of the top-most positions. All of this because i stayed strong. I never gave in. But most of all, I wanted to prove to the world that I could do something and I did. I never stopped believing that one day things would be fine. Today I can say they are. I lived in Cork, Ireland. Because I promised myself I wouldn't go back to England. But, I came here because that's where Max's family I from. Destiny just had that it that he's family was from Doncaster too. He was my Prince Charming. A British boy. Just like dad wanted. Yesterday on the way from the airport, I passed our house. it looked just like I'd left it 7 years ago. The same house I grew up in. It hurt to say that it wouldn't be same to live there anymore....

"Shanaya Claire James, do you take Max Lorenz to be your legally wedded husband?" "Yes, I do" I replied. he gave me everything. He was the only person I had. "Max Lorenz do you take Shanaya Claire James as your legally wedded wife?" "yes, I do" he replied. That smile on his face just told me that he was a keeper.

As the church ceremony ended. I was walking down the aisle, I thought I saw a lady in a red dress and a man in a blue suit walk out the doors. She looked just like my mum and him, just like dad. But I guess it was just my eyes. I know that if I'd been a normal girl I'd never be able to get over it. that I had lost my family. I'd never forget them. I always remember them saying that they wanted my first boyfriend to be a British boy, who will always sing to me when thy are gone, who will take care of me like they do, who will love me like they always do. But little did they know that no one will replace the melody in their voice when they sang to me, the way they took care of me and the way, they loved me. So simply no one can replace my love for my parents. even though they up their anger out on me and they left me. I'll always love them. They will always be my king and queen.

They will always be those two people that will be there for me( when I was younger) when nobody else was. they'll always be the ones that saw me when I was invisible. They will always be the first and last love of my life. I love my parents forever, and always will. I found out two years ago that mum had killed herself because she was worried. Worried about me. If only she knew how much that little act killed me inside. I knew that she still loved me and, they were both here today in spirit. And that house, down the road was know in my name. That house holds my childhood. It holds memories of my family. Mum,Dad and me. I'm staying strong for them and Max. They taught me what real love really meant. But mum and dad, i'll have to go through life, without you...