Anxiety's thinking

Freeze your brain

I've gone to ten high schools.
They start to get blurry.
No point planting roots, you'll be gone in a hurry.
My dad keeps to suitcases packed in the den,
So its only a matter of when.
I don't learn the names, don't bother with faces.
All I can trust is this concrete oasis.
It seems every moment I'm about to despair,
There's a 7/11 right there.

Each store is the same, from las Vegas to Boston.
Linoleum isles that I love to get lost in.
I pray at my alter of slush,
Yeah, I live for that sweet, frozen rush.

Freeze your brain.
Suck on that straw get lost in the pain.
Happiness comes when everting numbs.
Who needs cocaine?
Freeze your brain.
Freeze your brain.

Care for a hit?

Does your mommy know you eat all that crap?

Not anymore.

When mom was alive, we lived half way normal.
Now its just me and my dad, we're less formal.
I learned to cook pasta, learned to pay rent.
Learned the world doesn't owe you a cent.

You're planing your future, veronica swayer.
You'll go to some college, and marry a lawyer.
But the Sky's gonna hurt when it falls.
So you'd better start building some walls.

Freeze your brain.
Swim in the ice, get lost in the pain.
Shut your eyes tight, till you vanish from sight.
Let nothing remain.

Freeze your brain.
Shatter your skull, fight pain with more pain.
Forget who you are, unburned your load.
Forget in six weeks you'll be back on the road.
When the voice in your head says "you're better off dead"
Don't open a vein.

Just freeze your brain.
Freeze your brain.
Go on and freeze your brain.

Try it.