Anxiety's thinking

having a bad day...

I'd usually post something like this on my other book, but if you didn't see, I deleted that.

But anyways, I just needed to get this off my chest. I'm having a really bad time at the moment. This is the fourth day in a row that... Something has happened.

I don't really know if I'm ready to tell you all what, but... I guess its quite bad. And logan thinks it's serious. Which I guess it is, but... I just can't tell thomas yet. I'm to scared it'll get worse if I do.

But whenever this thing happens, I get.. Really depressed. And I just feel like I want to stop. I wish everything could just stop...

And on top I'm just so worried about some other things at the moment, too. And I'm just having a lot of problems right now... Oh, god. I'm crying writing this. I'm sorry..

I'm sorry, I'm probably just worrying you all... I really shouldn't be posting this...