If only you were mine

If you knew

Clays point of view
Every little thing about her is so incredible I don't know where I would be. She makes my day everyday and I love seeing those eyes shine. I love her and she doesn't know how much she means to me I care for her and I would do anything for her. But it looks like she's found someone she really likes and I'm out of the picture. Should I tell her I love her before it's to late? It
might be akward I know how it gets. Does she like me at all?

Later right before class started I looked for her. There was a guy, a popular guy! My game was over she would never pick me over him. I can't do it I ran away from her direction and tried to avoid her all day. But before I could realize what I was supposed to be doing. She caught me and interrogated me.

Anastasia: Where have you been!? Why have you been avoiding me!? I needed to talk to you about what's going on!

I stuttered as a loss for words. How did she know? Girls are too complicated! As she pulled me away to go home away from everyone she stopped nagging me about what happened and told me her story.

Anastasia: Omg guess what happened today! I got a date! A date! I know I know really hard to believe but guess who it was! Zach! Ya omg Zach he's so cute.......

After the sentence "he's so cute" I stopped listening I couldn't handle it! Was she trying to torture me? I love her and wish I could tell her but I can't.