15 and pregnant by my brothers bestfriend

Chapter 18

Even tho I'm going threw rougher times I'm still writing :). I can't let my problems get in the way of my book. So here I am again.

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'He's our FATHER?!?' I didn't mean to yell but it came out wrong. But my yelling made my mom cry all over again.

'Bec, be more considerate will ya?' Jake com fronted mom and I just felt really bad. I started to cry also of all this drama and the hormones

'Sorry *sob* mom.' She stopped crying and came over to the couch and hugged me like she always used to do when I was little.

'Its alright. But there's something I have to tell you guys.' Jake and I both waited for more news.

'I..umm..never told your dad about you guys'

'!!!' Wait so our 'dad' never even knew about us. How couldn't he? I mean we should've been born right before he went away.

'How?' Jake was on the verge of crying I could tell because I saw a slight tear in his eyes.

Mom took a deep breath and explained,'Well, I was pregnant with both of you before he went away to the army. I didn't tell him I was pregnant because I wanted it to be a surprise. I made us a fancy dinner, set up romantic movies we could watch, and even got him his favorite music album. But before he could even experience anything I got a call from him telling me he had to go away for awhile. I was devastated. I threw away all the food I made, thrashed the movies, but kept the album to listen to it all day until he returned. It was 9 months later and I had you two. But he still never came back. After you guys were 5 yrs old I got a call. Hoping it was from him I ran to answer it. But to my surprise it was a call say he was..MIA.. I would just be depressed and never leave my room even I was doing drugs for awhile until I saw how much it hurt you guys to see me so depressed and high I knew I had to get clean. And I did. So here we are now. '

I was crying so hard I just couldn't stop the tears and even I could see Jake crying through my blurred vision.

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It was 9:20 and I was getting ready to go on the date with Jonathan. I jumped in the shower and washed my hair with my lavender shampoo. I turned the knob to stop the water and jumped out. I blowed droned my hair and flat ironed it so it would hang down my back. I put on a little of black mascara, foundation to make my tanned skin, and a little bit of light pink lipgloss.

My outfit was: A floral bustier top with floral high-wasted leggings, and some black sandals. Lucky I could still fit these clothes (for now) until I turn into a bazooka whale.

It was 9:50 I had 10 minuted before I had to leave.

'What to do, What to do?' Then I had the greatest idea ever.

I quickly ran downstairs and grabbed a bowl of water. Since I saw Jakes car I knew he was still home. Perfect. I quietly ran back upstairs and went to his room.

'Aww little baby still sleep' Once again Perrfectt. I quietly went beside his bed and since his hand was hanging off the side of the bed it was easier to put his hand inside the water and leave it there.

I tip-toed out the room trying to muffle my laughter. Once I was out of his room I laughed while clenching my sides from my laughter. Then the doorbell rang. I quickly opened the door, kissed Jonathan on the lips and started quickly towards the car. I was almost there until somebody grabbed my hand and turned me around.

'Whats the rush?' He started kissing me and I really didn't want it toned but in a few more minutes or seconds I knew a very mad Jake will be awake.