connected; a bellarke text au

nine

clarke
here we go again, i'm texting you at 4 in the morning
because dammit boy, you get to me. idek why i'm telling
any of this because it seems pretty pointless now that
i think about it, but i just wanted to tell you that what
you said about meeting me last week, i haven't been
able to stop thinking about it. i haven't been able to sleep
because of you, so fuck you for that, but also thank you.
you're probably one of my best friends, and it's crazy
to even think about that because we've never even met
each other. speaking of that, i really want to meet you.
you spoke so highly of it and it almost made me cry tbh.
i don't know how or why, but i think i like you. and in
more than a friend type of what. when you said you
wanted to meet me, my heart started to flutter and i
got light headed from just thinking about it. the thing is,
is that i can imagine holding hands with you, and taking
long walks though the city, and you holding me as we sleep.
i know it's weird to say all of this over text but i needed to
let it all out. it's been driving me crazy.

message send failure

clarke
fml

bellamy
what why? what happened?

clarke
nothing don't worry about it.

bellamy
why are you up so late clarke?

clarke
i was uh, just finishing some homework.

bellamy
at 4 in the morning?

clarke
don't judge me. what are you still doing up?

bellamy
well to be completely honest with you, i couldn't
sleep because i was thinking about you.

clarke
at 4 in the morning?

bellamy
like i said, couldn't sleep.

clarke
well, i uh, think i'm gonna sleep now, so ttyl

bellamy
ttyl