Beautiful mistake

chapter 1

Breanna

My life may seem crazy but I love it. I have survived my past and my future is so bright. Some days I sit and think where would I be without my brothers. They are not blood. There's August, yes the one and only Alsina. He's actually my cousin but we grew up as siblings, that's just how close we are. Then there's my Godbrother Micheal "Tyga" Stevens. My brothers are famous artist so I'm always on the road with them. After a horrible experience when I was younger, my brothers won't let me out of their site so, hey here I am.

I actually love it. I travel and I still can be in school. I do school online. I have changed my major so many times because I can't make up my mind. Like while doing nursing I fell inlove with psychology, then when I switched to psychology, I fell inlove with working with children, so I switched to a time aching degrees. Needless to say, I have yet to pick one and finish. It's the weekend and after a long concert week, we are finally just relaxing and clubbing.

Because of that Aug has asked his hoe of a girlfriend to fly out to Tampa so she can club with us. I don't like her. Don't get wrong she is beautiful but she's a instagram hoe. I can tell you what her body looks like we'll hell anyone with instagram can, actually. We actually got into it once and she said..... I remember it like it was yesterday

"You fat bitch. Can't help it you don't have a body like mine and a celebrity that's actually wants to fuck your fat assets senseless"

And then she walked away laughing as if what she said was as funny as Kevin Hart stand up shows. It hurt to my heart. I walked to the bathroom that day and looked at my body and cried harder than ever for an hour. I only stopped because Tyga, came beating on the door saying let's go eat. Even though I tried hard to clear my face it didn't work. Once I got ready and headed out with him he kept looking at my face and his face got redder. I avoided eye contact as much as possible. But by the end of the night he finally dropped it after me telling him I was just havin a moment. See Tyga don't pay the hoe any attention and even if I told August he wouldn't believe me. His head is far up her ass that even God can't pull it out.
My thoughts were cut short or reminiscing when my best friend Chris yep you guessed it Chris Brown, came and plop by me.

"So I know your ass coming to the club with us. Don't wear nothing to sexy or Im fighting niggas all night. Jail don't scare me" he said smiling
"oh trust, we all know " I said laughing
"You know rachet coming, right?" Chris asked
"Yes, and I don't wanna go I'll just go get something to eat and then come back on the bus or get a hotel. Yeah I'm sure we will get a hotel" I say trying to back out
"HELL NO! You coming, fuck what you talking bout" Chris said
I sighed in defeat knowing he wasn't going to let me not come. So I smiled and nodded. We left to go the mall. Which I hate because people talk about my weight, a lot. I have a round face, almond shaped eyes, size DD boobs, a little pudge, and a huge ass and wide hips and thick thighs. I'm a true BBW, but that doesn't always work in your favor. I just relaxed in the hotel room until about 8:30p.m. and then I get in the shower and scrub my body with cucumber honey body wash. After doing this four times all over my body I then wash my hair. After doing so I get out brush my teeth and then dry off and lotion with cucumber honey lotion.

I blow dry my hair and flat iron it. Then flip it at the ends. Once done I really don't do makeup so I do my eyebrows, my lashes, that are mine and then a nice shower lip gloss that sparkles. I put the lip gloss in my purse and then I put on my white and blue bodycon dress that hangs off my shoulders. After slipping on mk sandles I accessorise with silver bracelets and diamond studs. And a silver heart necklace.

Once I feel like I'm presentable I head next door to my brothers room and instantly the smell of lush hits my nose. I smile as I knock because I really dont wanna go but if I imagine go, ima feel nice.