Bree
I siting my thoughts again. Last night I tossed and turned as my mind wouldn't allow my body to fully relax and get rest. I sit and put myself in his shoes and I see why he's hurt or mad, but I didn't know him and we weren't even talking. I try to understand Aug, but it seems Miracle has him tripping on me about everything. I noticed they haven't even really been talking but if he wasn't being an ass I would try and see what's going on. I think back to before I knew I was pregnant I had no worries, now here am not even knowing and damn near not caring about anyone but me and my baby. I'm so fucking STUPID. You know you read books about one night stands , I swear real life is nothing like that.
I sat down again not even realizing I had stood and began to pace back and forth. I look out the window at the view as tears run down my face. I pick up my phone and go to my block list and see he's called multiple times, but fuck him. I went to my speed dial pressing 4 to call Chris. I need my best friend right now.
"Hello" Chris answered but I could tell he was sleep.
"Um , sorry to wake you but can you come to my room please,I really need you right now. Just you, don't tell anyone" I replied I just needed to be in his arms
"Yeah, I'm about to get on the elevator" He replied
"OK, thank you" I felt my voice Crack so I hung up
Chris was always there for me no questions asked. I wondered for years why he never was more but then every day looking in the mirror , I know why, who would want me? Jay is only here because of the baby. I'm sure if it was no baby there would be no use. I stand in front of my mirror in tights and a sports bra and see my bump that holds the most precious thing to me. Regardless of how it happy, I'm honestly grateful for him. I feel arms wrap around my waist and rub my stomach, I look up through the mirror and see Chris. I turned in his arms and cried. He didn't utter a word he just held me.
"Come on babe. You on bedrest" He grabbed my hand as he led me to the bed to lay down as we faced each other.
"Chris, I can't do this. I know if it was no baby he wouldn't even be around." Chris never said anything he just listened "I know I'm not the finest but I'm cute, I'm smart, I can be.... I mean I'm great, I think. I know I may have been wrong but...." I was cut off by Chris' lips stopping me from talking.
It was so much passion behind it. I didn't know if I was wrong but it felt right. His lips so soft and the world faded away as he ran his hand up and down my side. I leaned into him more as his tongue licked my bottom lip for entrance and obliged. As his tongue explored mine he softly flipped me on my back. Oh God what was happening? Of course Chris and I had kissed before but this was different as if he was speaking so much he never spoke through his kiss. He began to kiss down my neck kissing my nibbling on my spot. The room seems like a sauna as the heat radiating of us seems to consume the room.
"You are sexy, fine, smart, funny, just everything a man could want, desire, or need." Chris spoke looking in my eyes before going back to my neck and then traveled his soft lips down to my collar bone as he push my sports bra up and latched his warm mouth around my caramel drop as a soft moan escaped my slightly parted lips as I grabbed his curly hair.
As Chris continued to pepper soft kisses and my ignited skin he went to the other breast to show the same slow and passionate movements. He kissed my stomach and as he went to reach for the hem of my tights his phone rung. At 1st he ignored it and was sliding them down past my stomach until his phone rung again. This time he answered as he saw it was Tyga.
"What's good bro" Chris blew out annoyed for sure
........" Chris looked at me in my eyes as he responded
"I'm with Bree, what up?" Chris pulled my tights back up and fixed my bra before sitting up
"Nah, she good she just wanted to talk, yeah I'll see you when you get here" He faced me and I knew we both had alot to talk about, but now wasn't the time.
I stood walking to the bathroom with mixed emotions and so many thoughts...... and on top of that now I'm horny asf but u sure had I actually followed through with Chris even if we weren't interrupted by my brother. I splashed cold water on my face. I was drying my face as Chris stood in the doorway. I don't move at 1st but then I walked towards him. He grabbed my hands looking me in the eyes.
"Bree, I love you but you gotta figure out what you got going on 1st. I'm sorry for going to far but baby or not I love you " with that he walked out the door as Ty came in.
"What wrong Bree?"
I couldn't respond. So many questions, insecurities, and feelings and uncertainty floating.. I fell to my knees putting my face in hands and cried as I felt Ty engulf me in his arms.. this is ass so fucked up
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