Is this love...something real?

The first time we met

It all stated when I ,the normal introvert, was forced out of the house to go to a stupid basketball game at the high school! I don't even go there...yet. Though, I didn't want to go I made some friends. Yep you guessed it I met him, tall, handsome, funny, a gamer, and an anime nerd?! It was the perfect guy!...but I realized he was already gone before I could even hold on to him, let him into my life and let me into his. He was with someone else, why would he, the perfect guy, want someone like me and on top of that when he was already with someone. Well that's where I was wrong we talked through the game and didn't even care about what was actually was going on in the game, it was just us talking about games and anime. I knew this was too good to be true, but I never wanted that game to end because in that moment I felt loved, safe, and most of all..wanted. The game ended, I never got his number or social media or anything. I had this defiance in my mind that I would never see him again, ever. Now matter how hard I tried he was gone, just like I had already knew before. Gone, just like that, I was alone, unwanted, and broken.