Trust (Ashton Irwin)

Peverted Minds

After grabbing another slice of pizza. You went and sat next to Michael on the couch. You and the boys were having one of those night where you all just hang out in Ashton's basement and talk.

"It was the most embarrassing experiment I've had and the worst part is it was my first time." Michael finishes saying.

The boys were all roaring with laughter and that was finally what brought you out of your thoughts about the delicious pepperoni pizza.

"So Y/N what about you?" Luke ask. You were out of it that you didn't even know what they were even talking about.

"Wait what are we talking about again?"

You asked confused.

"Your virginity. When did you loose it?" Calum ask . You were dumbfounded. You can feel your face heating up and you didn't know what to say.

"Um-well-um you know I umm.....I haven't" you stutter it out.

"What?! I thought you and Matt you know" Calum curiously ask.

" Well no, we were together for a months but I never trusted him enough to give that up. Plus I knew it wouldn't last with him."

"But you're you! You practically have the same perverted minds as us!" Michael says with a goofing tone.

"I know but I have my limits with that " you answer defensively

"Well I think it's good that she hasn't. You don't find a lot of girls with that mentality anymore she should trust whoever she gives it up too" you couldn't be more grateful for your best friend, Ashton always knew when you felt uncomfortable and could always shift the attention off of you. He's been doing it since you were little kids and he was possibly the only person you trusted other than your family.

Showing him a grateful smile and the other boys just nod. You're relieved everything went back to normal and that the conversation changed to something.

The rest of the night flew by with messing around, playing FIFA and then Michael Calum and Luke were saying their goodbyes. You were always the last to leave since you lived next door. Helping Ashton pick up the left over trash from tonight you remember you hadn't thanked him for earlier.

"Hey Ashton.."

"Yeah?" he says turning to look at you.

"Thanks for earlier you know about the thing. I hate when they put me an uncomfortable spot."

"Don't worry about it. It's what best friends do they look out for each other" he says embracing you in a hug.

"Do you really not trust anybody?" He whispers into your ear.

"Nobody but you. You should know that" you answer back. Pulling you out of the embrace, he looks you right int they eyes.

" okay Y/N but when I comes to the moment I don't want you to give it up just to anybody just because you feel you have to. I know you're smart enough to make the right decisions. Make sure you love them and trust them because you deserve the best."

He spoke so truthfully and you admired that about him. He cared so much for you. And you cared for him, how could you not you'd been best friends since you were in diapers. In that moment you knew you could trust anybody with this but him.

"You." Was all you replied.

"What?" he asked a bit taken back.

"Ashton, I ONLY trust YOU. And I know this is a crazy thing to ask for, but how do I know the person I give up my virginity to wont break my heart. And me and you like we said when we were 6 'best friends forever to infinity and beyond' " he chuckles a bit. , " nothing will ever make us not be friends and I don't want to be heart broken in the end."

He's staring at you with his head tilted to the side. " are you sure?" He asks.

" yes I'm 100 perc-" you didn't even finish talk because suddenly you were being kissed. Ashton's lips were on yours and they were fighting for dominance. Giving up you let ashton take control. His hand slipped around your waist only bringing you closer to him so there was hardly any space. Your hormones were going crazy and your heart was beating so fast. This kiss was different from all the ones you've had, it felt right.

His mouth suddenly left yours for him to only pull off your shirt. Your hands start tugging on his jeans and unbuttoning them while he pushed them off his legs. He suddenly was now kissing your neck and you could feel his tongue running along. Then he was pushing you back laying you down on the couch. Pulling off his shirt your hands started tracing his chest down to his boxers. Now he was pulling off your jeans along with your underwear and you couldn't help but get butterflies in your stomach. Pulling off his boxers with one hand he reach to the floor to grab his jeans and pulled out a condom out of the pocket. While he pulled the condom on you didn't waste any time in taking off your bra and now you were both naked on the couch.

He kissed you again and the hunger in the kids was indescribable. It was as if you guys couldn't have enough of each other. Then he traced kisses down your neck just to the top of your boobs. Looking back at you you couldn't help to admire those dark green eyes. He look so entranced just looking at you. This was right, it felt right. You and Him. You hadn't had the thought about ever being with him but now all you wanted was him now and forever.

" I'm going to go slow, if it hurts tell me so I can stop" he breathes out heavily while

" I don't want you to stop. I just want this it's right and I'm ready" you exhale

He flashes you the biggest smile and kisses your lips again but this time it was slow and so heated. He fixes his position and slowly enters you.