Tribute To Saniwa [DISCONTINUED]

Ishikirimaru - Fool

Dear Master,

It's been long since we last seen each other, yes?
The weather had gotten pretty harsh lately. I think they are missing you. I've been sending prayers to you everyday. I wish the world will accept you're already gone soon.
Don't get me wrong though, I mean it to be all well.

You used to come to me to talk about stuff. When you're having a bad day or just lashing out your stress. I'd always say everything's okay and you'll be fine. You'd always tell me that I am like a father figure to you afterwards. And I will laugh it off saying you should always depend on me.

It is true that the love I felt for you is a fatherly love and I always pray for your happiness, wherever you are and whatever you do.

That time, you came to me wearing a hopeless expression, telling me in terror that you're probably in danger. What a fool I was, saying it's just your mind trying to scare you and said I will always be there for you.
Yet I, myself also failed to protect you. And I still have the audacity to consider myself as a "father" to you.

Fool. I am a fool.
Please. Accept my apology, along with this letter.
I pray for your soul to rest in peace.

Ishikirimaru