His Promise ✔

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The day after we meet again, still lingers on my mind and it keeps repeating like a dream. I never thought that it will never be hard on saying things to her but as I say the things that I've tell to her I feel that something inside me slowly drown.

I don't know but I suddenly felt it. I don't recognize my own self as I say things that I wanted to say. I've been keeping it for years and I want to freed my mind.

“Do you know when I first saw you my thought about love suddenly changed? Because I said to myself that love isn't true and I don't believe in love at first sight. I don't really concentrate attention to those things because I wasn't intrusive. But the day I first saw you, you made me realize that everything I think about love was wrong.”

I told her how I really felt the moment I first saw her. It makes me feel relief that finally I could say this to her after many years. I missed her so much.

I missed everything related to her. I missed the sound of her beautiful voice. I missed how we go to school and walk together. I missed talking to her. I MISSED HER SO MUCH.

I sighed and speak again, “Before you were cold and you get rid of me every time we met. I told my self that this is just a simple attraction and I've never been this interest to talk to a cold girl like you. I have friends but I never show to them my real self. Only to you. Only to the girl who make me realise things. ONLY YOU.”

“I promise my self that I will never confess to anyone but it drive me nuts thinking about you. I can't stop my self so I made a move just so you will notice me. I know I never been this desperate just to make a conversation but for you I will. Even you will avoid me its still fine with me as long we see each other.”

“I told you about my feelings and you also told me yours. Then I made a promise that I'll wait for you believing that waiting for you wasn't hard. But my guess was wrong. I thought I won't take risk. I mean I will take risk for you. But It was unexpected so I never listen to your side.” I sighed.

I heard her softly sobbed and wiped her tears. She looked at me in the eye and trying not to make a sound. When I saw her cry I felt a million stabs on my chest. God I make her cry. I was about to walk closer to her but I was afraid that she would run and its possible so I stayed on my place and looked down.

“I'm sorry for avoiding you. I was just really shock and I didn't know what to feel. I'm sorry for what I did. I make things complicated to you. I worse your problems. I ruined your plans for explaining to me. I regretted never listening to you. I'M REALLY SORRY.”

A tear suddenly rolled down my cheeks. I lifted my head and she wiped her tears again. Now I think she couldn't stop her self from crying hard she made a sound and that breaks my heart. It shattered my world.

“You're forgiven, Mark.” I stopped and stare at her.

“I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier but I'm also afraid that you'll avoid me because I'll leave soon and don't know when to come back.” she sobbed. I walk slowly to her and caressed her face.

“I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. You waited for me and I feeling guilty when I leave you here. I didn't give label about our relationship but I was sure that we're more that friends. And I want us to have a chance again.”

I was surprised and amazed. I hugged her really tight and my tears wouldn't stop streaming. I sighed in contentment.

“I waited for you. No matter how many years will passed I will still wait for you. I promise that I will always stay to you no matter how things will be complicated and I will listen what you ever say. I will never leave your side.”

“I LOVE YOU.” I said.

“I LOVE YOU TOO.” She said. So her feelings never changed for me. I smiled.

~The end~