Bre pov(-
I woke up with this sudden urge
Of sickness to my stomach;as fast as I could I got up running towards the restroom,opening the toilet seat only to find my puke around the rim of the toilet seat & on the inside as well.
I lifted my head up for support from the seat of the toilet and managed to flush it, weakened by my sickness I stood up and grabbed a paper towel to clean the seat off.
Afterwards I was looking in the mirror at my my skin color,pale, I'm dark sinned so this was nothing good. I washed my hands, brushed my teeth and got dressed .
When I went down stairs Ray had Mike on his shoulder with tears coming down his cheeks,I rushed over to him and squeezed him."what's wrong baby?"
"They.....they changed when I leave!"he stuttered shaking a little bit. I don't like seeing him scared.
"What do you mean?"I was really confused .
"I go on tour today!"I grabbed Michael from his arms laying him down on the couch."I didn't want to but....-"
" baby please stop crying!"I had to keep him from crying cause when he cries I cry, I brought him into a bear hug rubbing his back in a circular motion."it's okay baby ! I'll have Mikey and the girls!plus it's for your fans ,your fans need you more than anything!"at this point I was okay with him leaving its not that I wasn't going to miss him it's just I see what he does for these fans and I don't wanna break that bond!"what times you leave?"
"In...in 2hours ..."it pained me to hear that we only has 2hours to cherish like it was our last."baby Michael ,you and I need to spend those 2hours together okay?"I just nodded in response and held him tight before breaking away.
~~2~~
The last hours we spent together were spent at Mr.Cheese,a kids pizza play house, only for Michael we did it,I mean it was going to the last time he sees his dad in a year.
When we arrived back at the house the boys were packed and spending their last 40 minutes in the living room bonding with the girls.
I just couldn't really see being with out Ray for a whole year! His scent would still be with me his mistakes and his smile still on the back off my mind.
Ray kissed Mike and he laughed and clapped his hands, then Ray came up and looked me in my eyes kissing me with so much passion I just didn't wanna let go; before I knew it he was out the door.
"I love you so much!"he said grabbing ahold of his bags.
"I love you more!!"I said before I shut the door watching them drive off to the airport.
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3 Months |^+€R------------->
I had just gotten off of work when I got a FaceTime request from Ray,I eagerly answered.
"Hey Bre!"ray said. He was clearly at a meet & greet.
"Hey baby!"I said grabbing Mike off the floor and into my arms."we miss you!"I said letting Mike wave his hands around.
"I miss you guys too!"he said shifting positions."I have a fan who wants to see you and Mike! Her name is Tyler!"I saw him give the phone to some one and a pretty light skinned girl with green eyes appeared on the screen her hair shoulder length black and wavy.
"Hey there !"I said making her smile showing off her braces.
"Hi! I'm a really big fan of yours! I adore your pictures and your funny videos!"she squealed into the phone putting the camera on her and Ray.
"Thanks I appreciate that a whole lot!"
"I'm gonna let you and Ray talk ! Nice talking to you !"she shouted before walking off.
But then the worst happened , my stomach started to twist and I began to be light headed."Ray lemme call you back okay? I love you!"
"Love you too bye!"
After hanging up I put mike down with his toys and rain upstairs to the restroom to throw up once more again. This is the third time in one day, enough is enough I gotta go see what's wrong with me.
I brushed my teeth and gathered my stuff and got Mike ready and placed him in his car seat and got in driving off to the doctors office.
When we arrived I got service ASAP! And I was already waiting on my new doctor to come in and see me. Holding Mike close I played and kissed on him making him laugh.
Just then the doctor came in smiling.
"Hi my name is Dr.Con! What can I help you with today?"she was rather a pretty white lady.
"Umm...I've been throwing up a lot for the past 3 months and its usually 3-4 times a day! And I have no idea what's going on my emotions are up and down I'm hungry a lot more often I just I'm confused!" I said putting mike sown next to me.
"Okay...so when was the last time you've had Mother Nature knock on your door?"she said writing on her clip board.
"Uhhh......"I let her words sink in and I thought about it!Oh shit! I missed my period."oh my gosh! I missed it!"I said semi-yelling.
"Okay here pee in this cup bring it back and we'll see what's up down there okay!"I just nodded on response. Me ?! Another baby? Uggh.
I walked in the restroom that was inside the little room and peed inside the cup washing my hands and picking to Mike.
I handed her the the cup and sat down letting Mike play with the little toys on the carpet.
I called up Ray, I hope he's not performing, on the second ring he picked up.
"Hey baby what's up?"
"Uh.. Ray I might be pregnant..."
"Are you serious?! Really!"he sounded more excited than planned.
"Yeah...I'm just nervous that's all!" I kinda felt good, but the question was, was I even ready for another baby?
I was snapped out of my trance when the doctor came back in.
"I got good news!"she said happily .
I put Ray on speaker and put the phone on my lap."Ray listen! Go on!"
"Well we looked over the test and your pee and..... YOUR PREGNANT!!" She shouted loud enough for Ray to hear."congrats!"she gave me a hug embracing me tightly.
"Thanks!" I managed to get out.
I checked my phone to make sure Ray was still on and I heard him crying and shouting."YOU GUYS BRE IS PREGNANT!!"I heard him shout on the other line and I heard fans as well as the guys screaming congrats.
"Baby! I love you !"
" love you too !" He said kissing the phone goodbye.
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