45: Dear Self

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Dear Self,

Why do you keep on torturing yourself? Why do you keep on saying that you can help save anyone? Why do you keep on doing things that will give you wounds in the end? Why are you doing this? Why do you keep on torturing yourself by always choosing a broken person over and over again and let their fucking broken pieces to stab you multiple times? Damn self. You aren't numb. You deserve so much more. Why do you do this? To feel good? To feed your pride and collect happy feelings? Silly self. It doesn't always work that way. You need saving too. You need genuine loving too. For once please stop sabotaging yourself by picking up darkened people. Self, you deserve the same light and love that you can give. Please stop lying. Please stop dreaming that you can always wear your cape. Please, please stop killing Your Own wonderful self. I'm here, I love you and I need you too. Please stop your kind of suicides.

Begging you,
Your self.

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