You planned to play a game🎲 I exited at level one🔚
¤¤¤ One year later ¤¤¤
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☆Aliza's POV☆
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One year has passed & I'm still on my past. 'The cuts don't hurt😣what hurts that I am all lost! 🙇More than paining out it hurts within!!!🔪'
The old 'Aliza Sarsilimaz' is gone long back... I am still friends with Hayat,Feriha & Bella. I have come down in studies, I left reading, writing & yeahh singing too! The friends who are now there in my life. I told them to leave me,but they don't agree. I have been mean to them too at times. Even fought many a times but they handled it. Crystal came to visit me too. She told me that she misses the old Aliza! But nothing was same. The old Aliza was dead. Even Braxton came twice for a visit & he met Ahlaz too. Though I didn't want to enjoy. I went out with both of them as they forced me to come. Ahlaz has shifted in a room with a guy who is a doctor & his name is 'Dr.Ian'. He is sweet & tells me that he can bring me out of my depression. I just refuse it saying that "I'm not depressed. I have just changed.
Aarav tried to apologize when he saw me once in the park but Ahlaz punched him too hard. I went towards Aarav & told "Appolgy accepted; Trust Denied!!! & you cannot change things now" saying this I walked off.
That was the last I saw Aarav. On the roads I see Ada,Dylan,Caden & Elliee but all of them just ignore me or look down. Dylan had spread a lot rumors about me. Now they have come to shut down though. I got to know that Dylan was with Elliee & they broke up. Soon after that now,he is with Ada. True he is a playboy.
I torcher myself everyday by taking shower in the cold water or sometimes cuts or even banging my left hand,which has many scars. I even got a green stick fracture because of banging my hand. But I don't care! I'm used to hurt myself.
Today yes today is my last day ask why? Because I'm going to stab myself with a knife in my washroom. I won't just go away. I have written a small 4-5 line letter for everyone in my life. Even the ditchers. Yess!! I have called all of them at my funeral. None of them know they all have got letters & what it has. I hope everyone is there for my funeral atleast. The people would be as follows first the ditchers than loved ones!!
1)Caden
2)Elliee
3)Dylan
4)Ada
5)Aarav
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡
6) My Parents
7)Ahlaz
8)Bella
9)Hayat
10)Crystal
11)Braxton
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💡 Flashback #3MonthsBack#💡
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☆Aliza's POV☆
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I was walking on the road. I was on my way to home.I see Elliee & Caden they ran towards me & hug me. Arghhhh!!! Why are they hugging me? I thought to myself
"We are sorry Aliza!! Really sorry..." said Elliee & Caden.
Tears rolled down my eyes & I hugged them back. I was sooo soo happy to get my best Friends back. "I love you guys" I told them
" We love you more Aliza!" said both of them.
I was soo happy. I told Hayat,Feriha,Bella & Ahlaz too. They were happy for me. My happiness was back ... Yeahhh!! We enjoyed a lot once again. Though Caden still took Dylan as his brother its her choice as long as I have my best friends back I'm happy.
We planned for a stay over. Me, Elliee & Caden. I was soo happy its been a month I got them back. We baked cake & ate fries & very soon we were on bed. We even saw a movie as we used to see earlier. We didn't even come to know & all of us slept.
'Tring-Tring'
Caden's phone was beeping. I tried to unlock but the password was changed. But her phone has a finger print lock. Her phone showed on screen 20 new messages from Dylan. I was curious to see. I took her finger & placed on the scanner & opened Dylan's messages. Tears rolled down my eyes as I saw the messages.
"She is a bitch. You deserve better girls Dylan. I feel suffocated around her. She thinks she is too good,but she is not. She has a lot of attitude." she had messaged this to Dylan
& Dylan replied "Yah! You are right & thats the reason, I am spreading rumours about her that she is behind me & all thanks to you & Elliee."
Caden replied "Anytime for you big brother our plan ..... & then Caden got up
"How dare you read my messages huh??"
I looked at her with tears in my eyes & anger at the same time. "I read your messages with Dylan. I don't need any explaination. Just leave!! Go away! I screamed."
They grabbed their stuff & were about to leave when Elliee turned towards me & told "We hate you. Please do call us at your funeral!!!" & they banged the door behind me.
Sooo.. that was the reason I took this big step... I couldn't handle it. I even failed in some of my subjects & all others had low marks. I couldn't see any future of mine!!! & as Caden & Elliee told I will call them at my funeral by the letters I'm going to write & I would say.... they want to destroy me more but I won't let that happen..... soooo.....
'YOU PLANNED TO PLAY A GAME🎲.....I EXITED AT LEVEL ONE.🔚
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#That'sLife#
Teen Fiction(Warning: I wrote it when I was 15 and I don't know how did I even think of publishing it. I'm still proud of it as it's a part of my journey 🥰💙 Proceed at your own risk 😵🙊) "When I got enough confidence..,the stage was gone...😯...
