Blake's POV
I'm not going to lie. That Ben comment really hit it where it counts.
"Just let me explain," Jasmine said after she dragged me away from those three cops. I could already hear Clair yelling at them, damn that girl might seriously get arrested for reals this time if she assaults a police officer.
"Ben was an old boyfriend," Jasmine began.
He doesn't seem that old.
"We were over before you ever met me, and the whole drugs thing. I-I don't even know where to start." She ran a hand through her hair, her eyes looked dark and desperate as she kept exhaling.
We stopped at her car, all the way back at the Farmer's Market store.
Should I just let her talk it out?
If I interrupt for say something, anything, it might ruin what she is going to say.
Yup.
Going to stay silent.
Why hasn't she spoken yet?
Oh god, what if I try to break this silence the same time she is about to say something AND THEN she insists I go first because she actually doesn't know how to tell me the heart breaking news that we are over, and that she's going back to Ben and holyfuckingshit I sound like a girl.
Fuck.
I'm screwed.
I'm damned whipped too.
Fuck even more.
"Maybe this isn't the right place to pour my heart and soul out..." Jasmine trailed, her eyes flicking behind me and around the parking lot.
RIIIIIIIIIGHT. Because we were still standing there like a bunch of whities in an Asian ghetto hood. Wow that wasn't racial at all.
"You're house or mine?" she asked.
"Yours. I'll drive." Because in all honesty here, I didn't think she could drive under these circumstances. Plus, if we go to her house, this helps the situation by a) not letting her drive away after something, cause where the hell would she go anyway? b) I wouldn't be tempted to kick her out, if we were to go to my house and she said something really disturbing. and c) so I wouldn't and couldn't drive off after she finishes my heart and spits it back out for me.
Jasmine nodded, looking relieved maybe? Perhaps because I actually said something...
I took the keys gently from her outstreched hand and unlocked the car.
As I drove towards her appartment building my thoughts went in crazy overdrive hyperthinking and over analyzing everything.
Is Jasmine nervous? Is that why she keeps sneaking glances at me?
Why isnt she talking? Why won't she say anything?
Gahh! This is making me go insane! So many questions that I want to ask but I'm so scared of what her answer will be.
Do you still love Ben?
Are you a drug dealer?
What does this make us?
Where do we stand?
Fuck, fuck, fuckity, fuck!!!
Okay, calm down Blake. You can do this. Stop being such a girl! Think about...think about...a song!
Yeah, now let's see what song?
TGL?
Okay, mental scroll through songs....
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