Grab your tissue boxes.
*the music in video adds special effect*
••••••••••••••••••••••••
"No mom, I'm not coming to O'Khasis."
<I lowkey forgot where I made them go forgive me> I said with a stern voice.
"Mom I still have almost a month before break I'm not coming."
"YOU DONT CARE ANYWAYS!"
"Just because Kade wants to see me doesn't mean anything."
"No. I have testing and everything. Bye."
I hung up on my mom and lied down on the bed belonging to Zane's room. The door opened revealing the boy.
"Hey Y/n." He said, sitting down on the edge of the bed.
"Hey Zane." I said with a groan.
"What's on your mind?"
"My mom just called me trying to beg me to come to O'Khasis again."
"That explains it. You'll be fine!"
"Thanks for the enthusiasm."
"Y/n, it's okay. She'll get over it."
"But what if she doesn't Zane?"
"Then Mom will make her get over it."
I started to laugh. Zane seemed to like the fact the conversation lightened.
"What will zianna do about it?"
"Well for starts she's start to yell at her about ships."
"That explains it all."
We chuckled and sat in a comfortable silence.
...
Damn I love him so much. I miss him so much.
•
The day was coming to an end,
the moonlight shining bright.
My emotions forever more
walk into the light.
As I was sitting there
enjoying my own presence,
all the evening sounds outside
step into a balance.
The big bright moon was shining bright
the eerie night awaits,
for a movement of anything
to show significant traits.
On the rooftop was silent,
not a noise to be heard.
The only thing you could hear
was my breath saying no word.
On the other hand my room was quiet,
my memory is blurred.
To the fact that Zane Ro'Meave
was what my mind preferred.
The only thing I thought about
was this Zane Ro'Meave.
Though my mind didn't understand
that he was what I craved.
Though this Zane Ro'Meave
wasn't ever real.
Everything that I've gone through with him,
Is what I could only feel.
The love present in my heart
was slowly going to shatter.
But only when my mind gave in
and it didn't even matter.
I knew this Zane Ro'Meave was fake
and just my mind.
But when I'm deep asleep
I'm with him all the time.
Zane Ro'Meave is who I love
even if he's fake.
But having imaginary friends
is a giant risk I take.
No one understands me.
No one takes their time.
To think about my actions.
To think about my climb.
When the sun comes up I fall
I fall down to the deeps.
But when the moon comes up I climb
I climb back up and rise.
When I first met him he was real,
Nice and real to the touch.
When I laughed with him
is when it fell apart.
We held on fast to stay together
but then I had to move.
We had to say goodbye
and lose what we have proved.
We proved that we were worthy
smart and compatible.
We were broken completely apart
and with that went my heart.
Zane Ro'Meave was who I loved
with everything I had.
Now he's only fictionary
because I can't be with him.
I wish he knew why I left
I hope he understands.
It wasn't my choice to leave him there
lonely with no friends.
I wish I could speak to him
just at least once.
I have no way to contact him.
it makes me break apart.
Zane Ro'Meave was there for me
when I needed him most.
Hopefully he's found someone
to help him get back up.
These days I still dream of him,
his dark and shiny hair.
I hope he still thinks of me,
my scent is in his air.
His room is where I dream of most
the place we had our kiss.
I hope he can still say that
I will be dearly missed.
•
oh um excuse me while I go cry
I didn't mean to end it like that-
I regret nothing.
have a nice day hope u didn't cry in public like I did writing this 🙌
YOU ARE READING
Bully「Zane X Reader」
FanfictionY/n L/n was a Junior at Phoenix Drop High. She had no friends and got bullied almost every day by the popular girls. This all changed when she found this black-haired Senior. --- Yo, this is a dedication to all of y'all being bullied by anyone. You'...
