What's been on my mind lately.. No Judging here, please.

June 4th, 2017

~5 Days Until I Graduate From Hell 💀😭

~ Hello my beautiful creatures. I have been doing amazing lately I hope you are getting the best from life.

~ I just feel like I need to write about what Middle School has done for me. It feels like it gutted me as if I was a fish, then put new organs and expected me to work as a well-oiled machine without issues. It forced me into social situations that broke me, I have lost friends, I have gained friends, I have lost significant others. I fell into severe depression in the beginning of 7th grade, Nothing got better as the famous saying was put. "Everything will get better, I promise it's not that bad." Wrong, I destroyed the body I was given. The body was marked with cuts, burns, scratches, scars which made me even more of a social outcast. I found people that understood me, but me being the way I am I tried to push them away. They stuck by my side even when I destroyed them as I destroyed myself.

~There was one boy that stuck around longer than any of the others. He kept his promise he made to me in 7th grade when we first met and became best friends, "I will always be there, no matter what happens." He stayed even when I told him it was ok to leave me like everyone else did. Yet he stayed, and kept his promise. He became the biggest part of my life currently. He's my baby and my everything. He has been everything to me and will be everything until the day I die.

~Sorry for the short update babies. I love all of you. 😘