What's been on my mind lately.. No Judging here, please.

Well, That's Gone Over My Head

~Sunday, June 11th 11:05 pm

Hello Gorgeous/Handsome. I hope your day has been well. My past few days have sucked major ass. Not just Kim Kardashian ass, I mean Harambe ass.

I wasn't allowed to walk at my 8th-grade graduation (which I realize now isn't that big of a deal). I had stolen something from my social studies teacher, which at the time I didn't think anything of. He threatened to press charges on me. So, of course, my day was going well until I get called into the principal's office. What do ya know? He says "Genevieve, Your mother called me and told me you have something of Your teacher's. And if you don't return it you will not graduate. She also said that if you don't apologize it will 'be between you and her' I don't know what that means but take care of it." And with that, I walk out of his office and proceed to dent my lockers while the assistant principal looks at me like I'm fucking crazy. I get home that day to see my mother passed out in her room drunk and my brother just walks past me and says "Don't bother her with your stupid shit." Then he left and hasn't spoken to me since. I lay down in my room to try and sleep all of this away. An hour later my mother busts open my door screaming at me "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? DO YOU NOT HAVE AND SELF RESPECT? NO OF COURSE YOU DON'T. YOU NEVER HAVE WHY WOULD YOU START NOW? YOU AREN'T MY CHILD. YOU NEVER WILL BE." then slams the door and hobbles back to her room. And I'm left with my own thoughts as a panic attack washes over me, I begin to shake and cry. Then I eventually pass out from hyperventilating.

The next day I wake up and get dressed for graduation (mind you I haven't returned the thing to my teach yet) I walk out into the kitchen to be greeted with my mother standing and looking at me. She looks me dead in my eyes and says, "Where do you think you're going? You're sure as hell not going to walk across that floor and get that medal and certificate." So I changed out of my dress and into jeans and a flannel, then threatened to walk to school. (At the time I was staying by Walmart so... heh. Hey I wasn't the only one who tried to walk) So, she called the cops (or so I thought) come to find out she called someone way worse; my dad. He pretty much beat my ass with words. He was disappointed with me, but he knew I didn't mean to take it this far. So, after the ass chewing, me punching my closet door off its hinges, and threats we took it back to the school.

Anyways, after all that shit I remembered that It was my 4 month anniversary (Happy Anniversary Baby). He pretty much made my day so much better. Even though neither of us walked... I know that he was with me and I was with him. I love him so much, more than he knows. He is my everything.

I hope you all have a good morning/night/afternoon wherever you are. I love all of you. 560 Words total