Finally Jayda Kellz has entered her senior year at Wellington High School
Everything was cool with her best friend Cleopatra Lincoln and her best friend's man Khalid Franks plus her bestest of best friend clique, the only one Jayda has always had fe...
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I don't know why I keep doing this to myself.
I love Rome so much and that's the only reason why I put up with him but every time he makes me mad like this I block him out and stop talking to him and then the cycle starts.
Jerome acts depressed and helpless and scares his parents and then they call me and ask me what's wrong, what he did, what happened between us and how can they help fix it.
And then the issues get back to my mom and she comes to me and ask me what happened and tells me I need to talk to Jerome.
Why on the earth am I getting pressured to talk to him if all he does fucks his hoes but then he wants to act like my boyfriend and we not even together, I'm tied of this shit.
How much can a sistah' take huh?
On top of that today is my last day of detention with Mr. Newton and you all know what that means, he's going to rape me again and this could or could not be the last time but I pray it is, matter fact I'mma' pray right now.
God I know you can hear me because you hear everything.
God I know you can see me because you see everything so you see that I'm in pain and it needs to go away before I break and do something that will hurt a lot of people and that means killing myself.
I don't want to do that God, please God make the pain go away.
Amen.
Jerome's Pov
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Damn I done fucked up again.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
I've been having my cake and eating it too and I'm scared if I let it go and get with Jayda, my old ways of having my cake and eating it too is gonna' catch up with me and I'm gonna' fuck up big time and loose Jayda and I can't risk that.
