i promise

i like when you smile-5

"Zach", I yelled for him to come downstairs so I could talk to him about the cousin thing.
"It's zachary", he answered while giggling and walking down the stairs.
I didn't wanna just bring it up right away because his cousin was still here but I also wanted to be very straight forward about it.
"Is this the cousin that was in the hospital?", I asked in front of them both. "No, this is one is a bit more careful than the other", Zachary said.
That cleared my head up and made me a bit happier.
"Well, i just wanted to come by and see how everytning was doing", Lucas said and shook mine and zachary's hand.
He than walked out the door.
"Yanno, for a second there I got worried", I said to Zachary.
"About what?", he said.
"I thought you lied about your cousin in the hospital.. since yanno, that's your cousin that came", i whispered.
"Annabelle, How many times have i told you i'm not leaving?", He asked.
"A lot", i answered.
"How many more times do i have to?, no don't answer that. ill answer it. none. because i'm not leaving you. I have liked you since the day we met in the hallways, and what it's been 3 months now? Exactly. Anna.. I think I love you, but your gonna have to trust me and love me too", he said.
I overlooked the fact he said Anna as a little nickname.
I was surprised as to what he said.
"I think I love you too, Zach", I said.
"Zachary", I corrected myself.
I was turning so soft, it was crazy.
I went from punk skater, to a girl who fell in love with a boy who doesn't let me give him a nickname.
I started to smile.
"I love it when you smile like that", He told me.
"Why?", I questioned.
"Because i'm the only one who can make it happen", He answered.
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The next day was saturday so we decided to go out and eat, or go and get something to eat and go back to his place and binge watch sword art online.
"What do you want to eat?", He asked me.
"Wait no, let me guess", "Plain cheeseburger, large frie, carmel iced coffee?", He said.
"How in the hell did you know that", I asked.
"I've learned to memorize stuff good because my mom makes me do the grocery shopping", he answered.
He then took my question by basically saying that is correct. He then ordered the food and passed it to me. He got a 10 peice chicken strip combo and a large frie. He causally sipped from my coffee.
On our way to his house we listened to Memories by goody grace.
I got him into the song.
We arrived at his house and ended up eating our food before we got there, so when we arrived we went straight to his room and laid down.
About half way through the 5th episode he went to get tea from his kitchen. When he got back he went to sit back down on the bed and spilled it all over me.
"ZACHARY", I screamed.
He just laughed.
"Are you-", I went to say before I was cut off by Zachary.
"Come here, babygirl", He said.
He grabbed my hand and let me to the bathroom.
"What are you doing?", I asked.
He didn't answer.
"Are you going to drown me because I yelled at you, Zach", I said and laughed.
"It's Zachary.. and Take your clothes off", he said.
I stood there looking at him.
"I got you dirty so i'm going to clean you up", he said.
"Come on, don't act like I haven't seen you before", He said laughing.
He has seen some but not all. For this one, i'm calling him Zach for a month.
I began to take my clothes off and got into the tub, he ran a warm bath for me. "Your beautiful", He told me.
"Your just saying that because i'm naked, zach", I told him.
"Call me Zach agian", He said.
"Zach", I giggled.
"That's it", he said laughing.
He started to take his clothes off.
"Zach, what are you doing?!", I questioned laughing and smiling hard.
"What did you say", He said.
I just smirked. At that point he was in the tub with me and he started to kiss me.
I will admit, kissing someone while water is on you, is very.. intense.
I began to get very turned on and so was he.
He skipped the teasing and went straight for it.
Before I knew it he was inside of me and I swear to god i've never felt something more great.
He was my first time.
And in the moment I knew I loved him.
As we both "finished" he whispered into my ear, "Think your clean enough now?"

"I love you", I told him.
"and I love you", He said back.
We both cleaned up properly and he let me borrow one of his shirts and boxers to sleep in.

We got into his bed and laid down together.

"I have a question?", I asked.
"What is it? Is everything okay?", He said, looking worried.

"Everything is fine, but I was wondering.. why don't you say I love you too instead of I love you.", I asked and then added, "It's not a big deal, I was just wondering", I finished.

"Because when a person says 'I love you too' it sounds like your only saying it because the other person said it first", He said.

I love him.
It's gonna hurt like hell when he leaves.

-Heyyy, I haven't updated in i don't know how long. i was going to update everyday but, i've been in such a terrible mind set but thank you guys for those who are reading. I am so bad at smut so sorry about this crappy chapter. but i hope to update soon! i love you all and don't forget to vote!💕💕💕💕