A/N: I changed the part where she cuts. She only cuts on her thighs! Btw Stay strong! :*
I woke up at around 10 am and walked into the bathroom. I got undressed and hopped in the shower. The water hurt my thighs when it hit me. I washed everything and got out. I dried off and put on my bathing suite. Of course it's a black strapless 2 piece. I brushed my teeth and towel dried my hair. I carefully put on a white muscle shirt and sweats. I put on my DC SnapBack on backwards and my sandals. I grabbed a towel and my purse that has everything I need in it. I walked to the boys hotel room. I knocked and Megan answered. She closed the door in my face so I knocked again. Niall opened it this time and let me in.
"Are you guys ready?" Harry roared through the room.
"Shut up Styles!" I yelled back.
He opened the door and smiled at me.
"Wait are you guys back together?" Zayn asked.
"No!" I yelled.
Everyone laughed.
"By the way I'm not swimming." I shrugged.
"No you have to!" Harry ran to me.
I pointed at him and he stepped back. I shook my head. I noticed Harry only has on swim trunks on he is so hot! I bit my lip and looked him up and down.
"Bethany stop trying to flirt, it doesn't work your to ugly." Megan smirked.
I looked down at my lap. I nodded.
"Megan I already know I'm ugly stop pushing it further in my face!" I yelled.
"Actually Megan. Bethany was turning me on." Harry chuckled then blushed.
"Harry!" Louis yelled slapping his arm.
I laughed and covered my face. Paul walked in the room.
"Everyone ready?" he asked.
I walked out first and ran down the stairs. I got down there before the boys. I ran out to the limo before everyone and waited.
We got out of the car and the beach was empty. There's a board walk with games and food. We got our seats on the beach and waited for the other 4 boys. I took Harry's glasses and put them on.
"Come on and let's go." he said running down to the water.
I just sat where I was and someone tapped my shoulder. I turned around and there stood 4 guys. I stood up.
"Are you guys 5seconds of summer?" I asked.
"Yeah your Bethany right. We all followed you on twitter and Instagram." the one with blonde and purple hair said.
I nodded.
"I'm Luke." one said holding out their hand.
"I'm Michael." the one who told me they followed me said.
"I'm Calum." the one with brown hair said.
"And I'm Ashton." the one with curly hair said.
"Nice to meet you." I smiled.
I took a seat back in my chair and 3/4 dropped their stuff and ran to the water with the boys. Luke sat next to me and played on his phone.
"Bethany come get in the water!" Harry yelled.
"I'm good!" I yelled.
I'm took off my hat, sandals and everything else but kept the towel around me covering my thighs. I sat back down and Harry ran over to me. He put his hands on his hips. I looked at Luke and he shrugged. He got up and ran into the water. Harry pulled the towel off me and picked me up and ran towards the water.
"Harry! Stop! I don't want anyone to look at me! I'm fat." I screamed. He tossed me in the air, I plugged my nose and hit the water. I stood up wiping my hair off my face. I saw everyone was looking at me.I ran out of the water. I tried to pull my shirt over my head but it got pulled off. I turned around and Harry was holding my shirt.
"Don't look at me." I cried turning around.
"No. What happen to your thighs. There was only scars and now there are scabs." he said turning me around.
"I'm just insecure Harry. I don't like what I look like and I started when Taylor called you." I cried.
"But your beautiful Bethany." he said putting his hands on my cheeks and wiping my tears away.
I wouldn't look at him but I looked at him and he had worry in his eyes. I grabbed him and hugged him on my tip toes. He hugged me back.
"Bethany, I love you." he whispered in my ear.
My cried even harder and my legs gave up on me. Harry held me up.
"I love you too H-Harry." I hiccuped.
"Lets go back to the water yeah?" he said.
I put the glasses back on and Harry picked me up like a baby, he sat me on his hip and ran down to the water. I plugged my nose and held the glasses on my face. we came back up and i sat my head on his shoulder and wiped my eyes. I looked at Harry and his hair was all over the place, I giggled. I pushed his hair back and Louis came over to us.
"How come you never let me touch our hair?" he whined.
"Because I only want Betzy to touch my hair." he said splashing him.
"Betzy? Thats a keeper. Louis sorry but only Harry can call me that." I laughed.
"You guys are so mean!" he fake pouted.
"Its okay boobear." Harry said dunking him under.
Louis came back up and splashed both of us then swam away. I laid my head on Harry shoulder as he walked over to where everyone is. I saw Megan getting getting on Nialls shoulders. Oh great. Chicken!
Luke got on Calum, Michael on Ashton, Megan on Niall, Liam on Zayn and me on Harry's shoulder. Louis is the one who switches out with people. I sat my hands on Harrys hair and we all are in a circle. Megan went for me and Michael went for Luke. I wrestled Megan for a while till I pushed her off. I put one hand in the air and Luke pushed me cause Michael fell. We had our hands on eachothers shoulders. I fought so hard and pushed Luke off of Calum. Harry looked up at me and I kissed him. Now its I and Liams turn. I went to grab his shoulders but Zayn just dropped him. I laughed so hard.
"You cheated! Somehow." Louis protested.
"Nuh uh!" I said getting off of Harry.
I got out of the water with Harry. I laid down and Harry lightly ran his fingers over my stomach. I grabbed the towel and put it over me. He wrestled me to get the towel. He stopped once he was on top of me. I winced.
"Harry your hurting my stomach." I whimpered.
He leaned down and pressed his lips to mine. All the pain went away. When his lips hit mine it felt like electricity went through me. I grabbed Harry's hair and he smiled through the kiss. I saw the light get darker. I opened my eyes and I saw my dad there. Harry felt me not kissing anymore and saw me looking up. He looked up and laughed.
"Dad just listen to what he has to say." I said getting pulled up.
"Bethanne what did you do to yoursellf?" he asked talking about my thighs.
"I just felt lost okay. You would too if you never had anyone there for you. Megan hates me and your always with the boys. I was ignoring Harry and I didn't know what else to do. You already know im a messed up girl who got hurt to many times. I dont know how to handle it like most people because its different for me. I only could think about Harry and how I wanted him to be with me and hold me through think and thin." I said putting my hands on my head and blowing air out of my mouth.
Both of them were silent. Harry hugged me so tight.
"Dad I don't need the baby moniter in my room anymore. Im just gonna keep Harry with me okay? Im 17 almost 18." I said.
"Okay. But Harry please try not to hurt her agian." he pleaded.
"It shouldn't happen again." he smiled.
