Secretly Married to A campus Ice Prince

Chapter 16

Talaga nga namang hindi ako pinatulog dahil sa sinabi ni Tristan

What's on him? I wanna know what's his up to

At bakit ba ko nag papadala?

"Haaaaysss!" Napasabunot nalang ako sa sarili kong buhok

I'm going crazy!

Bumaba ako para kumuha ng gatas, I think I can't sleep in this state

"Manang?" nakita kong na ka dim light ang ilaw sa kusina which is palagi naman tong patay kapag tulog na si manang

"Ahh. I thought si manang" it was Calvin naka upo habang titig na titig sa baso nyang may lamang brown na likwido

Dumeretso na ko sa ref para kumuha ng gatas

"Di ka rin maka tulog?" Tanong nya habang umiinom ako ng gatas

I gulped

"Inaatake lang ng insomia" simpleng sagot ko

Humarap sya sakin kaya namang parang na freeze ako habang tinutungga ang baso ng gatas

"Aren't you tired?"

Napa kunot ang kilay ko at dahang dahang binaba ang baso ko

"Huh? Tired of what?"

"You keep on running through my mind this past few weeks, I hope you're tired because you're giving me a hard time" nalalag-lag ang panga ko sa sinabi nya

Iniisip nya ko? Pero imposible!  Sya na ata ang pinaka cold na lalaking nakilala ko at walang pake alam sa paligid nya

Kaya nabansagang campus ice prince yan eh

Umiling na lang ako, this is so unbelievable

"Believe it or not that's the truth, I can't stop thinking of you, the moment you said you we're worried, it  didn't help to make me sleep and the time I saw you with other guys I fvcking want to drag you into my arms, I'm even fucking jealous at Lee"

For the records it was his longest sentences that he said to me

But..

"You're just drunk Calvin" I said and look unto his glass of rum or what so ever it called

"You think so?" Kitams? Lasing sya kaya nasasabi nya ito sakin

"But don't you know drunk people tend to confess what they have on their mind?"

Ghaad! Calvin! What is happening to you!

"Calvin matulog ka na, lasing ka lang" tatalikuran ko na sana sya kaso napa hinto ako sa sinabi nya

"You know who I liked right?.."
I know Calvin... its Vanessa, your love

"..But I don't know what's with you that I really want you, No! I need you badly Yna, I fvcking need you, I can't get you out in my system...."

Tinignan ko sya ng mabuti I don't know if he's telling the truth I can't see any expression on his face except frustrations

"..and I don't want your cold treatment anymore so drop it Yna"

"No Calvin, you don't really need me, maybe na triggered ka lang dahil may lumalapit na sa aking lalaki maliban kay gabby at sa tatay ko, maliban sa kanila wala na kaya siguro iniisip mong sayo lang umiikot ang mundo ko, pero you're wrong I can live alone Calvin with or without you in my life"

Umakyat na ko sa kwarto ko

It's useless talking to a drunk man tomorrow makakalimutan nya rin ang mga sinabi