Why the hell he is here?!
I stopped my track from entering the class after seeing him with my classmates, maybe talking about some random stuff or shit.
I tried to get my composure back, in which I did and I went to my desk and put my stuff over there. I was hesitated wheter I should sit on my seat of just go outside to take a fresh air.
But, I don't like to be outside during break time. I preferred in the classroom because I love to be alone and sit on my precious seat, despite my hatred to school is never end.
So, I began to take out my notebook from my bag and begin to read it. It's for distraction for not seeing him. It's embarrassing to face him.
"Hey, why are you so quite?" Damn, this girl never make me feel better.
I smiled at her but my eyes told me a different meaning. Strangely, she understood what I meant and her lips stretched into a mischievous grin. God, I regretted after telling her.
But the good think is, she silently teasing me instead of being loud. Plus, she's too strong and I can't hit her or else she throws me outside of this planet. Her strength is unbelievable. She took taekwondo class. Sigh.
"Stop teasing me Yerin or I kill you", I warned her with a whisper while faking my smile.
Yerin scrunched her nose while giving me her usual judging stare. Then she hit my arm harshly. I screamed and looked at her in disbelief.
"How could you hit me?" I mouthed, bulging my eye while scowling at her.
She shrugged, smiling proudly.
You need to be patient, Jang Eunbi. Don't kill you friend or else you'll be in jail because of murdering.
"Eunbi yah, he's watching you", Yerin muttered, nudging her elbow to my arm.
"You must be fucking kidding me Oh Yerin", I gritted my teeth, clearly pissed at her.
"You, it's your loss not to believe me", her words made me believe her.
Yeah right, he's watching us. Wait the minute, he stared at me? His eyes were meeting at mine. Oh Damn Shit.
I covered my face with the book that I read. What the hell am I doing?! It's so embarrassing! I knocked my head with the shame I felt inside me.
Pabo Eunbi!
I wish he left the classroom when the bells ring. It's better he left before the bells ring. God, just leave from my sight! You're making me difficult to think.
"Eunbi, he left", I heard Yerin said.
I breathed out and pulled down the book from my face. But I shouldn't believe her completely. I felt my face become hotter and should I say I'm blushing madly?
He was in front of me, staring at me blankly.
WHY HE IS STILL HERE? HE'S STANDING IN FRONT OF MY DESK?!
When our stare met, he smiled at me. His smile is sweet and lovely. But, does it full of sincere? I left that question behind. I was paralyzed at my seat, blankly stared at him. He just made me blushing even more.
Finally, he left the classroom. I felt peace and ease. Then I heard someone from my side clapping hands.
"My Eunbi is falling in love!" She started again, hitting my arm and causing me to flinch away from my seat.
"Yah Yerin! Good thing you are strong!" I yelled.
I sat beside her again, but this time I felt my lips tugging down. I felt sad all of sudden. I stared at her, smiling at her wistfully.
"I can't like him much", I said, chuckling.
Kim Mingyu, I like him. But I don't think I can like him and want him to be mine. I believed that he never be mine. I don't think he's interested with me. He's famous while I'm ordinary.
I know, some typical story have this kind of relationship but this one is different. I guess, I preferred like him like he's an idol and I'm his fan. I decided to stop liking him. I tried but his sudden appearance just made me flustered.
He just made me more confused.
I don't know if he knows that I like him but he seems know but I still hope that he still clueless about my interest towards him.
Love hurts huh?
I hope that I'll find someone that I like, likes me too but it's impossible and sounds like there's no choice. What am I talking about?
Well, it's all about me, a girl who is silently liking someone. Unrequited love? Always.
authornote:
sorry, i made this story emo :p
