Time passes by fast.
Summer has gone and winter has come.
Everyone come and leave.
Taehyun has never felt lonelier than before, his heart hurt too much yet his face didn't show any emotion, he stares at the wall blankly, trying to hold back his tears, trying not to let out his pain but he couldn't and so, he screams his heart out as tears finally streams down his face.
The pain teared him apart, it was too much to handle, Taehyun screams as he suddenly gets up and starts throwing every single thing he could find: the picture of him and his previous lover was on the top shelf of his books and so he grabbed it and smashed it on the wall, leaving shards of glass everywhere, he pushed the shelf on the floor, scattering things around, Taehyun kept on throwing things until he felt tired.
A couple of hours passed by as he finally felt exhausted, his eyes brimmed with tears once again as he stopped and knelt down on the floor, crying his heart out. Everyone betrayed him including his parents, his friends, his lover.... everyone.
Taehyun overheard his parents talking about running away and abandoning him here, he couldn't believe his parents and he pretended that his parents loved him and wanted him and so he stayed for a while but then he couldn't take it anymore and so he packed his bags, got some cash with him and left his home.
He was about to go to one of his friends, Woojun's home since his friend agreed to let him crash over, he parked the car nearby his house and was about to ring the doorbell when he heard a couple of people laughing inside and talking, Taehyun inched closer to the door as he pressed his ear against it.
" the poor bastard left his rich family home and so i'm gonna let him sleep over here, even though he's a fucking burden " Woojun says as he laughs pathetically and smokes marijuana, breathing out a puff of white smoke.
" haha, i bet he has a couple of million dollars... are you gonna steal some from him? "
" probs gonna take some when he's asleep "
Taehyun felt rage coming over him as he held onto his bag tight, clenching his fists and gritting his teeth, he turned around and went back to his car, grabbing a cigarette and a lighter out of his pocket, he placed it in his mouth as he lighted it up and exhaled a puff of smoke and leaned back against his seat, closing his eyes for a while, thought started to surround him in his mind as he thought about his parents and wondered why they wanted to leave him, pain shot in his heart as he opened his eyes and angrily exhaled another smoke, angry at his parents and his friends because they betrayed him.
" fucking cunts, let's see if you're gonna lay a finger on my money you pieces if shit " Taehyun muttered under his breath angrily as he started the car and left His ex-friend's place.
and then next, came his girlfriend. Apparently he was gonna sleep over her place when he parked the car and saw another one near her house, Taehyun thought that it might be her brother's car when he climbed the ladder and saw through the window, shock, rage, resentment and sorrow filled his soul, he couldn't believe what he saw, his girlfriend laying naked on her bed, her back arching with her eyes closed as if she was in a bliss, the guy apparently was eating her out while rubbing himself. Taehyun could not help but feel like he was about to vomit at the hideous scene, and so he decided to confront this little bitch of his lover.
Taehyun opened the window and went inside, still the cheating whore and the piece of shit didn't notice him, he glares at them as he grabbed his cigarette from his mouth, it was still hot and so he was planning to do something with it.
" OI, YOU FILTHY CHEATING BITCH "
The guy stopped eating her out and looked at Taehyun, his eyes wide, his lover opened her eyes and looked at Taehyun and gasped, quickly covering her body with a blanket " t-taehyun i can e-e-expla- " " don't bother explaining, i already saw what you did...so tell me " he inched closer to her while inhaling his cigarette, the guy quickly grabbed his clothes and dressed up and was about to leave when Taehyun stopped him " don't even try, you little shit " Taehyun said as he chuckles and turned back to look at the girl, she was trembling and tears streamed down on her face, Taehyun started laughing as he roughly grabbed her chin, the girl yelped as she tried to pull away, he puffed smoke on her face and she coughed, still trying to pull away.
" so you didn't love me, eh? You just want my money, huh? "
" Taehyun no i- "
" SHUT THE FUCK UP, YOU LYING SLUT " Taehyun shouted angrily as he took out a couple of money from his bag and started throwing them in her face, laughing while the girl was crying " here you go, you undeserving gold digger, and stop pretending to feel guilty because you aren't actually guilty of cheating on me " Taehyun sneers, ignoring the cries of his ex lover and turning towards the guy, the guy was backing towards the corner, cowering in fear as Taehyun walked towards him, smirking, he took out his cigarette as he pressed it on the guy's skin, he screamed a horrible scream as he felt fire burning his skin, Taehyun kept on pressing it until he left a deep mark on the guy's skin, he then kicked him for the last time before flipping the two of them off and got out through the window.
After that horrible incident, he bought himself an apartment and brought his stuff there from his family's home, Taehyun took a deep breath as he rubbed his puffy eyes, his head hurt too, his heart was still aching, he didn't have anyone to hold onto, he lost his family, his friends, his lover, his everything.
He lost everything.
He wanted someone to hug him, to tell him everything's gonna be okay, to smile wit him, to laugh with him, to cry with him, to feel the pain with him.
Taehyun just wanted a hug.
