I Never Loved You

Chapter 5

Armon POV

It's been a week since everything had happened. I haven't saw or spoken to Drake since. Lately he's all I've been thinking about. I sighed sadly rolling over in bed and looked at Trey as he slept. I'd be lying if I said that I didn't love this man cause I'd be lying. He took my virginity and gave me my freedom at the time. We done and be through so much together. I kissed his soft lips and slowly sat up still sorry from last night. Yeah you guessed it. Him and I made love yesterday. He fucked me up. I blushed as I thought about last night. "Goodmorning baby." I said as he slowly opened his eyes. I then heard his phone ring before he could respond. I rolled my eyes once seeing it was his Lil hoe. "Wassup bae?" He answered which instantly pissed me off. He act like I wasnt even here. I got up and grabbed some basketball shorts out the closet and quickly made my way out not wanting to hear that lame shit.

Trey POV

I got that nigga so whipped forreal. I bet that nigga thinking we made love but I just fucked. I didn't even kiss him lol so how we make love? I fucked him for about 10 minutes that's it. "Bae!" I yelled getting out of bed after ending my call with my shawty. "Yes daddy?!" He yells back and I smirked. I got this nigga trained. "I'm about to go in a few minutes. I expect my breakfast to be made!" He then grew silent. I chuckled, he knows wassup.

Drake POV

"Nigga quit tripping. He ain't yo nigga so why you so worked up for?" Tyrone said to me. I sighed "nigga you know how I feel about shawty. He haven't even been answering my calls. Reading my text messages but not even responding." I slightly frowned as I ran my fingers through my curls. Tyrone let out a deep sigh "nigga all I can tell you is.. follow your heart bruh. If you love this nigga like you say you do go over to that nigga house and do what you shouldve did a long time ago." He says and I raised an eyebrow "and what's that?" "Make him yours nigga."

Armon POV

I stared at them trying to hold my tears back. We were sitting at the dinner table and Trey and his Lil hoe was eating what I had made for him and I but instead he gave it to that bitch. And guess what? That bitch used to be my best friend. I just sent her a death glare as she smiled all up in his face. From the looks of it, he looked like he loved this bitch. I finished my bowl of cereal and poured the milk down the sink. I'd usually drink it but they spoiled my appetite. I dropped the bowl down getting both of their attention. I just ignored them and started walking out the kitchen. I heard a knock at the door and rolled my eyes knowing it was one of Trey's homosexual friends. His name was Lucas and Lord knows that nigga was fine. "Who that at the door?!" I heard coming from the kitchen "I'm seeing now daddy!" I yelled back and proceeded to look out the peephole. I saw Drake standing there with some flowers in his hand and I raised a brow opening the door before I could even speak his lips were glued to mines. Damn he was such a good kisser. I kissed back as my heart raced. I was scared because if Trey saw us I'd be dead but mostly because of how Drake made me feel. Drake slowly pulled back and stared into my eyes. I loved when he did that. "I love you Armon. I always did and I always will."

Drake POV

"I love you Armon. I always did and I always will." I spoke truthfully to him making him blush a dark shade of red. I smiled glad that I had this affect on him. "Y-you love me?" He stuttered sounding so adorable. "Yeah I fucking love you and I need you shawty." I said as I handed him the flowers. His smile slowly drops and he cleared his throat. "I'm sorry but I can't take these and Drake you know I'm with Trey." He says sounding sad. I felt my eyes water. "You deserve better Mony." I said as grabbed his hand causing him to snatch it away from me. "I have better." He says dully to me and I wiped the tear that slipped from my eye away quickly. "Who that fuck nigga in there?!" I said getting loud. I was now pissed. How could he stay with someone like that? "Drake lower your fucking voice." He snapped at me and I glared at him "nah fuck that shit shawty. You coming home with me." I said to him with a growl.

Armon POV

What did I get myself into? Drake and Trey we're arguing and no lie to see Drake this way was a major turn on. I know bad timing right? "Drake stop!" I yelled pulling him away from Trey. he had punched the shit out of Trey. "Let me fucking go ar-" he stopped himself and took a deep breath. "Mony go get your shit now!" He shouted at me and I wanted to do what he said so badly
badly​ but Trey gave me a look. I knew better to piss him off. I knew what he was capable of. "I'm sorry Drake but I can't." I said and he stares at me with disbelief while Trey stood up smirking. He wiped the blood from his lip and chuckled "you thought you could take my bitch away from me?" He says getting in Drake face.. well more like Drake's chest. Drake didn't even bother to a knowledge him as he stared at me hurt. "So this is what you want?" He questions and I felt Trey wrapped his arm around my waist with a tight grip. "Yes." I said hating I had to do him this way but my heart was with Trey. Drake closed his eyes a tear fell from his eye. He was hurt and I could tell. "Why?" He suddenly asked after a few moments of silence. "Why what?" I asked him. "Why do you stay with a man..urm correct with a little boy who clearly doesn't love you?" He questions correcting himself. "He does love me." I said staring him in his eyes. I got lost in them. "He doesn't love you." He said getting closer to me which only made Trey's grip get tighter. No lie it hurts but I wasn't going to tell him. "Yes he does." "No he doesn't!" Drake yelled catching me by surprise, "if he fucking loved you he won't have another bitch knocked up and living with y'all while you laying on the floor and he got the bitch laying in 'yall' bed. You fucking pay the bills in this bitch and yet you get treated like shit." Drake snaps with anger but sadness lingered his voice more tears fell from his eyes. "He does love me!" I shouted back with tears in my eyes. Drake looked at me and his eyes showed nothing but pain and hurt. "You breaking my heart Mony." He says to me crying and I shook my head not being able to watch. I closed my eyes and turned around still in Trey's arms. I didn't know what to say or how to feel. I heard the door slam and I jumped a bit. I then felt a stinging sensation on my left cheek that caused me to fall back into the wall. I looked up at Trey and started to cry. "Don't ever hang out with that nigga again!" He yells and walked upstairs and next thing I know the bedroom​ door slammed. I slid down the wall and his words kept replaying in my mind "you breaking my heart Mony."

Drake POV

I can't believe Armon. How could you stay with someone like Trey? What type of 'man' makes his lover work and pay bills? What type of 'man' treats his lover this and that a way? Armon doesn't know what real love is but could I wait any longer? It's obvious that he doesn't want me because he has 'Trey'. I wanted to find my special someone and I guess he wasn't that one.