I Never Loved You

Chapter 12

Drake POV

It was 10:30 in the morning on a Sunday morning. It was beautiful outside. It was almost fall and it was a bit chilly but I was used to the cold weather. I was sitting in a coffee shop waiting for Armon to arrive. It was time to make my decision. This was one of the hardest things I ever had to do in such a long time. My phone rung. The caller ID read mommy❤ I smiled excited. I haven't heard from her in a long time. She's always so damn busy. "Hey Mommy!" I picked up getting weird stares from people but ignored them. I may be 20 turning 21 in a few weeks but that doesn't mean nothing. "Hey baby boy I miss you!" His mother, Delilah said with the same amount of exthusiam. "I missed you too mommy.. when you coming home?" I asked her smiling brightly. I missed my mother.. and her cooking. "I dont know baby, maybe in a few more days." I sighed sadly. I hated when she stayed gone for too long. "How many days mommy! I miss you and I have to tell you so much things that your probably gonna kick my butt for." I tell her laughing nervously. I could tell she was smiling, "im glad you know mommy so well sweetie but um I have to go. I'll call you before you go to bed ok?" I laughed. I think she forgot I'm 20 and not 10 anymore. "Ok mommy.. love you!" "I love you too babyboy, bye bye." "Bye." She hangs up and I had a big smile on my face. I loved my mother dearly. Just then I saw him walk in. Damn he looked good. He smiles seeing me and my smile slowly dropped as he sat down across from me staring directly​ at me. "So wassup?" He suddenly asked breaking the silence. "Well I'm letting you know that I can't do this." I said and he looked at me raising an eyebrow. "What do you mean you can't do this?" He asked getting a bit too loud for my liking. People was starting to stare. God I disliked nosey people. "Bring your voice down when your speaking to me Armon." I warned glaring at him. He rolls his eyes obeying. "But I mean I can't do this. I have a girl and she's having my baby. I love you but I can't continue with what we have going on." I said to him and his eyes glossened. I knew just then I broke his heart. It was the last thing I wanted to do to him.

Armon POV

Did he really just choose this bitch over me? This can't be. It couldn't. "A-are you serious?" I choked up. He nods his head slowly and looked down not even being able to look at me. I could care less about the people in here. I was about to lose someone I loved dearly to a bitch who he just met. All because of the bitch was pregnant. I'm a transgender.. maybe if he knocked me up I could be the one he calls his. "Y-yes I'm serious Mo-." I cut him off "don't you dear fucking call me that!" I shouted slamming my fist down on the table as tears streamed down my face. He looks up at me and my hand went right across his face. He stared at me in complete utter shock as he cupped his face in his hands. "I-im sorry Armon." He cries out. I rolled my teary eyes. "No you aren't. Your going to throw me away for some bitch?" I snapped angrily as I made my way over to him. He stayed silent just crying to himself. I sat on his lap and straddled him. Instantly his arms wrapped around my waist and pulled me closer to him. He held me like he never wanted to let go. I made him look at me. I was in charge for once and it felt good. "Are you sure your making the right decision Drake?" I caressed his cheek with my thumb while kissing his tears away making his body tremble. He couldn't even think straight. I smiled feeling satisfied as I stared at the handprint on his left cheek. His whole side of his face was red. "I-i don't know." He cries more and I smiled shaking my head. "Do you feel this when you kiss her?" I asked him gently placing my lips on his. Sparks flew as we kissed. I couldn't believe they were getting stronger than before. Our lips moved in sync. This kiss was passionate, gentle, and slow. His lips against mines was the best feeling. I slowly pulled back from the kiss and tugged on his bottom lip staring straight into his eyes.

Drake POV

Woah just woah. H-he just kissed me and I loved it. It was so wrong but felt so right. I stared into his eyes getting lost in them. "No." I finally answered him honestly. I didn't feel that when her and I kissed. I actually felt nothing. With her it was a regular kiss but with him it was everything. I still couldn't choose him though. I just couldn't do it. A smile appeared on his face once he heard me say 'no'. He cuffed my cheeks staring deeply in my eyes almost as if he was staring into my soul. "If she doesn't make you feel this way then why be with her?" He asked me. It was a great question but I simply couldn't leave her. She was having my baby and I wanted my child to have both of it's parents unlike I did. It sucked growing up with just my mom. It was so hard. We struggled. We went through alot to get to where we are now and I'd be damned if my kid goes through that. I ignored his question and stood up as he slowly slides off my lap. "Listen Armon. I can't be with you." I said and his smile dropped quick. "You still going to go with the bitch?!" He yells at me in anger I felt nothing but pain. I hated to do this to him. "Don't call her that." I growled not liking how he spoke about her. I wouldn't want anyone to call him out of his name. "Oh so now your defending that bitch now?!" I sighed stressfully. "Ar-" before I could finish my sentence...

Armon POV

I had slapped him again. This time using more force. He stumbled back and his nose flared up in anger. "Stop putting your hands on me Armon." He stressed wiping his bloody lip. I wasn't worried about him hitting me back because I knew Drake would never put his hands on me.. unless it's you know what. "Fuck you Drake! I hope your happy with that fraud ass bitch. Probably ain't even your baby. I saw the bitch with Aaron last Tuesday." I said and with that I grabbed his coffee off of the table and threw it in his face. He yells in pain and I smirked walking out slamming the door. He had me fucked all the way up. How could I be mad at him though? I just got piped down by Lucas and Jaden yesterday. I felt like a hoe but I only wanted one thing.. LOVE.. why couldn't I get it?

Carter POV

I hummed along to a song as Ty rubbed on my feet. I was in bliss. He has been real good to me and I could get use to it. I was slowly falling for this man. "Baby pass me my phone." He says to me kissing my feet causing me to giggle. I leaned over and grabbed his phone which was lighting up. "Damn babe who blowing yo phone up?" He shrugged and grabbed it putting his code in and smiled. "Its from Drake baby." He says to me and I smiled softly. I was glad it was Drake and not some bitch. This was my man and no one else could have him. Unless I get tired of him.