What Do U Call A Tired Sleep Cant Fix

Poem

How dose one explain loneliness?
I have friends but I always feel
                                                           Like an outsider
I'm always the one who gets left behind
          When I tell them to wait
I'm always the one they joke around with
                                                                           A bit too much.
I'm always the one who has to walk behind
When the paths to narrow,
                                                                         Desperately
Trying to walk next to them
                                                                      When I sit
With my "friends" I glance around and realize that
I'm the lest important
I'm the one they always forget
I'm the one no one really likes
And I'm just sort of
There

So don't tell me
                                                           I'm not alone
Because at 3:45 am on
A Tuesday morning
Clutching my tear stained pillow
I'm on my own
No one else understands
Your not the one engulfed in sadness
                                                                  I am
And I realized
How little I mean to
                                               E V E R Y O N E
                                
                                           I am so alone!