My Dream was You Sanha

You signed as you layed on your bed, waking up from a nap. The silence of the house made you think about your loneliness, and you hated it. Your mom hade left the family when you were only 4 and your dad was always on business trips and you had no siblings. You didn't even have friends to invite over to your house since you were home schooled. And so the house was always silent. What you found strange was the dream you kept having. You were a little girl playing with a small boy at a playground. "I'm probably just too lonely," you thought to yourself.  You decided to look through your messy drawer, you felt like you found something new everyday, maybe you would remember something. You reached for the bottom of the draw and pulled upwards to reveal a old photo. You looked like you were about 6 years old and you were playing with a little boy in a sandbox. The both of you looked so alive, energetic, and happy. At first you couldn't remember who the young boy was, until you pulled out some small notes that were attached to it. "Sanha and I will be friends forever," you read allowed as you look at a drawing the two of you drew.

"In a drawer hidden deeply, Take out old notes and recall me as a child."

"Sanha, Yoon Sanha," you said to yourself as you smiled thinking of some of those memories. He had been your best friend, and you would always play together at school and go to the playground together. He was one of the few kids who didn't tease you for not having a mom. You felt like those were the only days you were able to smile. Two years later, your dad had gotten a new job in the states so you had to move out of the small apartment the two of you were living in. Hearing the news, you ran to the playground and started to cry. You're dad not chasing after you because he wanted you to say goodbye to your friend and needed to finish all the packing. Sanha was still at the playground and walked over to you to see what was wrong. "Are you ok?" "Sanha I don't want to leave you," you cried. "What do you mean leave?" Sanha asked as he stared in worry. "My dad got a new job and we're moving far far away," you said as you looked at him. "It's ok, I won't forget you, and when your older you can come back to me," Sanha said trying to comfort you, but tears obviously starting to form. You smiled at Sanha and gave him a hug. "Goodbye for now I guess," Sanha said as he cleared his eyes. "No, see you later," you said as you waved one last time and ran home.
(You were to leave the next day in the) morning) Just being 8 years old the two of you didn't have a way to keep in touch.

"Beyond the dreams that run away and space left me alone."

You had thought that living in a big house would be nice but you were wrong. There was too much space and not enough love, in this empty house. No laughter or smiles, just silence and loneliness. You didn't choose to leave all those happy memories or that small little town, but you knew you had too. You also knew something eles you had to do. You wanted to, no you needed to keep Sanha's promise. And so you told your dad to buy a ticket to Korea (which he agreed to)and you packed a bag of luggage and went on your way.

*on the plane*

You starred out the window and looked at the night sky. "Will you remember me Sanha?" you thought to yourself as you starred at the picture of the two of you and the drawing you both drew. You then slowly fell asleep with warm memories in your mind.

"Sun and moon dreams and a handful of dreams I'll hold you tight and fly more."

Once you arrived in Korea, you had headed for the hotel that you were staying in. The hotel you stayed in was small and cozy, reminding you of the old apartment you and your father had lived in. It was also very close to your old hometown. Wanting to enjoy your hometown you decided to walk instead of going by car. The sun was shinning and the breeze was soft, the weather was the same as you remembered it. You felt strange walking the same roads, you walked when you were younger. You hadn't felt that way in a while. You felt like the fact that Sanha could be near was what made your gloomy attitude different.

"Too brightly lit, I never thought I'd come to you. Now I'm different."

"This small school is still the same," You said to yourself, surprised that it was still in use. There weren't many kids around, since the school day was over, but there were still some little ones playing around. You couldn't help it but start to play in the sandbox. "Can you help me with this sand castle?" a little girl, who seemed to be about six years old, asked. "Oh sure," you said with a small smile as you began helping her. "Hear you can use my shovel," the little girl said smiling as she handed you the small plastic shovel. "Oh thanks," you said as you starred at the little girl. "Are you ok, don't cry," the little girl said a bit surprised. "Huh oh sorry, it's not your fault, it's just that you look a lot like an old friend," you said as you quickly wiped your eye.

"I did not believe then I did not realize that my dream was you."

"Who was your friend", the little girl asked while tilting her head, trying to look at your face. "Oh his name was-" "Sanha," someone finished your sentence.

"I opened my eyes to the wind I met your eyes. It was so good. It was so good."

You turned your head to see a tall figure. In that instant you knew who it was. You jumped up and hugged him as tight as you could. You keep your eyes closed afraid of opening them to see your pillow and nothing more. "It's okay y/n I'm right here, open your eyes," Sanha said as he held your hands. "I'm missed you so much Sanha," you cried as you looked at him. "I know, I know because I missed you," Sanha said as he wiped away your tear. As you looked up at him, he kissed your forehead and gave you a tight hug. You couldn't help but look up at his smiling face and smile with him. "You're the short one now," Sanha said as he playfully patted your head. "Is this her?" the little girl asked. "Yup this is her," Sanha said kneeling down to the little girl. "She's really pretty," the little girl said giggling. "You two know each other?" you asked a bit confused. "She's my little sister, of course I know here," Sanha said as he picked her up. "Awww she's so cute," you said smiling as you poked her cheek. "Hey what about me you," Sanha said. "Yeah you too Sanha," you said. "Sanha oppa has told me alot about you, he loves you," Sanha's little sister said smiling, causing you to blush slightly. "I love him too," you said as you smiled brighter and made Sanha smile too. "Are you staying here ?"Sanha asked full of hope. "I think I will," you said not wanting to loose Sanha and knowing your dad would understand. "Yay," Sanha's little sister said while doing ageyo. "Aww you taught her how to do ageyo," you said as you happily made little heart signs with her. "I didn't have to teach her much she's a pro," Sanha said proud. "I guess dreams do come true," Sanha said. "What do you mean?" you asked. "You're finally back home with me after all that time, I couldn't be happier," Sanha smiled brightly. "Neither could I because you are my dream Sanha," you said as you hugged Sanha and his sister.

"Come on dream come true. After the darkness has been lifted."

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The song I used/took inspiration from:
"Dreams Come True" ~ by Astro