We Stitch These Wounds (Andy Sixx x Reader)

Chapter -11- in need of a gud title

Also this fanfic is in 2011

Kellin had left and I was off to see Andy. I don't really know why I wanted to see him so bad, but I walked to the park anyways. As soon as I got there I saw Andy sitting on a swing. I walked over to him.

"Well you're early." I said getting his attention. As soon as he saw me he hopped off the swing. He came up to me and pulled me into the biggest hug ever. It was slightly awkward on my part but it felt good to be back in his arms.

"I missed you so fucking much."

I didn't respond and he soon pulled away. I looked him in the eyes then back down to my feet. I remembered all the times he would come home and be drunk as hell. He would hurt me without even realizing it. It scared me to be put in that situation. And I didn't know if I was ready for it.

"Listen Andy, I still love you lots, but I just can't be near you if you're unstable. I can't handle that, and god knows you can't control it."

"(Y/N) I've changed, I won't go back to my old habits of drinking again, I promise. I won't hurt you, I just need you back."

"As much as I want to just say fuck it and jump right into your arms, I can't just do that. With Kellin I know I'm safe, and loved."

"(Y/N)-"

"I'll think about it Andy. Until then, don't bother me." And with that I was back on my way to my house. Everything was so confusing, I don't know what I want anymore. I need more time.

I got inside my house and sat on the couch. I loved Andy for sure, I just needed to be sure he wouldn't lash out on me again. I pulled my phone out and called Jake.

Jake- Hello?
(Y/N)- Hi dad
Jake- (Y/N)! Hi! How are you doing?
(Y/N)- Good, I just wanted to talk to you again
Jake- we've missed you lots
(Y/N)- aww I've missed you guys too! Tell jinxxy Ashley and CC I said hi
Jake- What about Andy?
(Y/N)- I met up with him today
Jake- Oh? That's nice to hear. Anyways I've got to go take care
(Y/N)- Okay, love you dad

He hung up and I let out a small sigh. I went back to thinking about my situation. I was in a relationship with the lead singer of Sleeping With Sirens, Kellin Quinn, who I didn't actually love or like more then a friend. I had just previously got out of an abusive relationship with Black Veil Brides' lead singer Andy Biersack. I still loved Andy, but I'm worried he might hurt me again.

I have 3 options.

1- Stay with Kellin

2- Get back together with Andy

Or 3...

Run away

I got up and walked into me and Kellin's room. I looked into the closet and grabbed my large duffle bag before shoving my stuff inside. What is wrong with me? I have two lead singers of some of my favorite bands in love with me and l run away and leave them all behind? Call it crazy, but that's what I needed to do. I finished packing and I walked out of the house with my bag. I pulled out my phone and tried to decide where to go. Should I get a plane ticket and go somewhere? Should I get a place in a state near here? Maybe I could-

Fuck I bumped into someone

"I'm so so sorry!" I said not looking at the person.

"It's fine miss." A familiar welsh accent pulled me out of my thoughts

Not publishing the next update until someone correctly guesses who it is